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I Don't Know WHY...............

2010-01-27T00:53:00.000-08:00

I don't know why are you still treating me like this....why are you still all angry at me ? why are you still accusing me with stuff that's not true....why are you treating me cold like this....??

I thought I done my best.....I thought I showed you how much I love you...I care for you....I thought we will be happy again.....I thought you will understand.....I thought you are just discussing with me....

I done all I can....I love you with all my heart....I care for you with all my mind...I miss you with all my energy....I talk to you with all my spirit....but why....

I only sharing with you stuff I know.....why it will get you sad.....I'm not happy that you always bring out my past.....I just want us to be happy together and we can do it if you don't keep on bringing out my past and which is not happening now.....is it worth it that for a small problem which not even a problem to treat me cold and accuse me.......I can let you know that now I'm really sad......u might be thinking I will look for gals and chat with them o wat so comfort me......I'm really tired of you keep on saying this on me because I am not doing it.......................I did once.....but it doesn't mean I will always do it........I'm just trying to make it happy all the time for you....but why you need to always bring my past out and shoot me with it........everyone got their past....its for us to see through it and plan for our better future and not always bringing it out to make us suffer.....what happen already happened.....even if you bring it out you can't change it....the only thing you can change it is the future....why not take the time and energy to plan and build for better future of us.....

I can tell you now....I'm really sad now for you are treating me cold for just a small reason....but I won't be doing what you think I'll do....I will be staying back late in office and just play games....only in games I can don't think about anything or work on so I wont think about anything at all....

I really love you very much....dear please don't bring out my past again to make me sad and suffering like this.....all I want to do is just to make you happy...taking care of you...giving you the best I can....this are the things I wanted to do only being with you...because seeing you happy smiling I too am gonna be happy too.......

Love meaning.....

2010-01-05T22:53:00.000-08:00

What's the meaning of loving someone 1 ???

For me...loving you is to always look at you smiling and happy..seeing that you are healthy and well....making sure you are not going through any stress in your life...handling all the stuff for you so that you don't need to worry about anything at all...
Its not just that....Loving you is the source of my energy for everyday waking up and go through my life....right now I'm sick and really weak....because I'm loving you and you are with me...it give me the energy to still able to take good care of you and making you happy...when I'm with you...I'm fully awake and not that sick...but if you are not beside of me...I do be feeling weak and hardly move my legs...sometimes after dropping you off home..I do get tired and falling asleep while driving...
Because of loving you...it also hurts me seeing you getting hurt or crying...I love you very much and I want to see you feeling happy all the time...but if you are crying...tears rounding down to your cheeks from your eyes.....it just hurts me...I do felt useless because I can't stop those tears from rounding down.... I love you very much and my motivation is to make you happy..seeing you always smiling in front of me...It just hurt me too much seeing you all sad sobbing...
I wish I can just take away all those sad memories and sad tears of yours and put in happy tears and keep on putting in all sweet memories into your mind and your heart....

Dear...I'm still doing all my best to full up your life with all sweet memories and experiences so you will never cried for sadness but only crying for over happiness...

I LOVE YOU DEAR LYN....

Still Madly in Love with you...

2010-01-03T23:53:00.000-08:00

I'm now sick in the office might faint any moment...but all I can think of is just you my dearest Lynette....The moment I woke up this moment first thing came into my mind is I want you by my side...I want to hold you tight in my arms....I'm sick and I really need you to take care of me...

From morning til now I have been busy with office and add on I'm sick having flu and migrant...But in my mind I'm still missing you very much...keep on asking you what are you doing ? you eat already ? how are you feeling and stuff...

Although I might be very sick but it never occurred in my mind once that I want to take a rest as all I can think of is just keep on taking care of you making you happy always... Dear its like what I told you already...even when I'm very sick..I will still take care of you no matter what...like last night...I'm practically out of strength but I still got up and massage you...I know the moment if I sleep its hard for me to get back up because I'm sick...you told me to lie down only but I refused because I wanted to take care of you first rather than letting you take of me first...this is also because you come first in everything of my life...I put you in my priority list so anything anything happens...the first person come to my mind and I'm worried about will be you first dear...

That's why even when I'm sick I still want to take care of you....this afternoon lunch break I went over to 99 and had lunch alone....I was sick and dreading my legs walking to 99 from my office...First time in my work life I had lunch alone during my lunch break....Usually I had it with you...but because today you are out with friends and enjoying on your day off...I don't want to spoil your day out with friends so I just went to have lunch myself... I'm coughing and having flu but I miss you very dearly and very very much....

But I don't want to get you infected with my flu and cough all dear...I don't want you to be sick because it will be suffering for you and I don't want to see you all weak and suffer from sickness...So dear I might not look for you that much while I'm now sick...I'm sorry...please understand what I'm doing...=( I'm very lonely my dear lynette.....I want to see you so much....I really love you very very very much....with all my heart and feeling I got...

Missing you Very Badly

2009-12-29T18:28:00.000-08:00

I don't know how can I put it my feeling for you now...I'm not happy because there seem to be still something in your mind making you doubting me...and its making you being sad... I'm moodless..I'm sad... I'm worried...I'm scared...I'm feeling all this because I scare you will leave me...words that you said to me really hurts me...and the way you texted with me or chatted with me really cold and I don't like...I miss the warm and caring way how you texted me chatted with me...I miss your hugs...I miss your smiles...

I said I will manage to stop your tears from dropping down anymore and you will always be very happy being with me...Last few days we had very very very sweet and nice moments together... I really cherished all those moments when I was holding you tight in my arms..kissing your cheeks..your lips...

But right now...you are thinking about my past and getting sad because of my past...and because my stupid past...it took your away your smiles....

Seeing you sad it also got me sad and moody....being together with you and loving you is my only reason and purpose to go on with my daily boring life....but if that reason is taken away and you don't love me anymore....I do rather die than being a soulless person who only wonder through his life without any aims or targets or purpose of all the stuff he is doing...

Why I said it like this....? because you are my 1st gf...my 1st relationship...my 1st commitment which I really really really put in all my effort and make it perfect for us and you...You are the only one I cherish the most also in my entire life now...the only one I wished and dreamt to build up a family with....and I found out in my life that what I do best is taking good care of you...making you feel secure and safe..Loving you as much as I can til I don't even got love for myself... and this is what I found out I'm best at...I'm doing all this for you all the time...

If you still don't realise it dear.....and still being cold to me....only way I think of to get your caring and your misses is by getting my own health all messed up...getting myself so ill that I can't even wake up and walk....only then I think you will only realise my life is all about you only and you do not need to worry about anything at all..because I'm all faithful to you since the moment we started together...

I really love you dear...and I love you so much I'll do anything to get you care about me......

My Happy Happy Life =)

2009-12-25T17:25:00.000-08:00

This morning once I reached my office...I sat there looking at my laptop and thinking about my life....I finds that my life is kinda very perfect and happy now...I tried to think whether I got anything left out in my life or lack of....But the only thing I can think of, its that i'm very happy and there is nothing i need anymore in my life...

Right now my dearest and me are going through a very happy life together...we both felt that we can't lose each other....I know upon saying this a lot of you guys gonna get vomit hahaha but I don't care....this is how I really felt and I'm really happy for it...Finally we both can have a happy life together and cherish each other...

After the patch back...I told myself I must take very good cry of her...not hurting her anymore...and I don't want to make her cry anymore, if she cries it will also be happy reason...I told myself also that no matter what I'll hold onto her forever...carry her on my shoulders forever...help lift up her stress forever....and I'll love her FOREVER !!

Life has never been so perfect for me before....but now everything in my life are just perfect =) this is all because of my angel and that we are very happy together.....I'm happy and satisfied with my life now as long as she is with me and happy....I LOVE YOU MY DEAR !!

Tiring Days But Feeling so so so Happy....

2009-12-23T01:12:00.000-08:00

I know everyone might be thinking once I got her back I'm too lazy to post anything on my blog...but its not true guys...I said it before...This blog will be made into a love story book and the love stories will continue on... Ever since I started working its hard for me to look for time to update my blog...but I still try to update it while I'm working...Becoz I said I will be only posting our sweet moments together...I just got back from a roadshow at Bintulu...and I was really tired but I still thinking to post new updates...

Although I'm working but I still continue on to take good care of my dearest and I really felt happier and and sweet taking care of her after my work... When I'm angry or moody...I will always want to massage my dear's legs or smelling her hair...I do get all calm and nice...as long as my angel dear is beside me and with me...I believe and I really can go through everything nicely..

A lot people thought we might not patch back and stuff....but they all are wrong especially those annoymous...and they don't realise that they themselves are actually doing the same thing as what I did...and if they put themselves in my shoes...I believe 100% they will also do the same thing....

Anyway this is the past already and I don't want to talk about it.... I'm feeling that my life has never been happier than before...although every night I will be so tired and fell asleep but I felt its worth it and I love it because after work I will straight away go look for my dear and stay with her....we will go for dinner together then after that I do be staying there til the shop close...and when she is done with her work...I will always bring her back and massage her whole body letting she feel relax not tired... It really had became a hobby for me as in taking care of her like this... If I can't take care of her this way or I can't see her....my life will really be so dull and boring...Just like the time when I was at Bintulu.. Every single day I do miss her badly...

at work whole day I think of nothing but her....the phone is alway on my hands or in front of my face....waiting there for her replies...texting her how much I miss her.. and how much I love her... and I really felt it that I can't leave her at all....she might be able to still go through her days nicely....but for me...its suffering and not nice at all even a day without her by my side...I'm addicted to her...I'm sticky to her....I'm in way way too much love with her....But I Love Being with HER ! I want to do so much for her...I want to earn lots lots lots money for her to spend on....buying stuff that she likes....bringing her to travel...places that she wanted to go so badly...Doing romantic stuff for her...no matter what she likes....I will also go and do it for her...Because she meant everything to me and without her...it means losing everything for me....

I LOVE YOU DEAR LYNETTE !!

Being Busy BUT HAPPY AT ALL TIMES !!

2009-12-13T23:30:00.000-08:00

Its been a busy week for me but also a happy week where I spent practically all my time with my dear ! and what's the best thing its that if I cant spend my time with her...I feel kinda sad and I cant concentrate with my work at all....

Every morning when I'm driving to the office I do thinking about and concern about her whether she wake up already or not ? enough sleep or not ? tired or not ? taken her breakfast oalready or not ? Then when I reached my office the 1st thing I do in the office is I open up my laptop and I do stare at the wallpaper for like half a minute ? or more ? Looking at the picture of me and her together on our new start....I will occationally smile while looking at the picture....luckily my colleagues didn't notice anything at all...

Its a new start for us both but things are going very well than I thought of....we are even happier than before we cherish both of us even more....we understand each other now more....and I really love you dear...I'm very happy and glad that we are now really officially patch back together...there are so much things I want to do with you...I want to go travel with you too....

Well 1 thing I managed to prove is the love I got for you and I'm gonna get people around envy about you having such a sweet bf like me...and dear I'm really serious about going forever with you and you don't need to be worrying about anything at all...I will help you out with all you assignments next sem and the coming sem and so on....there were people who did'nt think that we manage to patch back BUT we now managed to shut them up and we proved to them that we really love each other very much....!!! well I'm doing this not just to only prove to other people but to also show it to you dear that I'm serious and I'm really madly in love with you very much dear...and I really will sacrifice anything for you and you already know what I sacrificed for the sake to be with you and love you....I'm really happy being with you dear...I still love you very much and want to go through everything with you...its now this way...I want to go through your life with you dear...whether its sadness or happiness stuff and all I want is to cheer you up and take very very very good care of you just like a precious baby to me =)

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH DEAR !! *muackz* *HugZ* My life has never been so great before and after patching back....I felt even better already....

I'm Back with my DEAREST Lynette !!! =)

2009-12-10T08:18:00.001-08:00

Since we are now back together already...This proven 1 thing straight to those " who " does not think we will manage to patch back.....and YEA HERE YOU GO RETARDS ANNOYMOUS WHOEVER YOU are ! I will show you how sweet and happy we both gonna be ! no wait.....I don't have to show you anything at all...this is a love story of me and my dearest Lynette !!! If you don't like to read it then never ever visit my blog again....I got my own freedom to post or do whatever I want with MY BLOG....if you are so interested to ruin other's life why not you go and create your own little messy blog and putting the site name as "ILoveToMessUpUrLife.blogspot" !

SERIOUSLY....guys if you don't know any shit of stories about me and my dearest Lynette....PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT go and create your own ideas and insert into other's mind....its not fair to other...and you got no rights to judge someone.......I'm pissed off at the annoymous who ever you are....NEVER again try to mess up my stuff.........

34th and FINALLY the LAST !!

2009-12-09T20:55:00.000-08:00

Yes as you guys can read from my title !! THE COUNTING HAS BEEN STOPPED !! for those that (annoymous) spreading rumours and sht....now is the time for you guys to open your eyes big and wide to see it through HOW HAPPY WE ARE !! I don't what other says but I do care what you pricks ! say about her...If I do hear some rumours about her...I WILL FIND OUT ITS WHO !

Finally...all this waiting....and now I got the final answer and decision she really made....it was painful and hurt and worried.....but its worth all the troubles...people (annoymous) being saying she will not come back to me and some stuff....but I believe in myself..and she CAME BACK TO ME ! so...those that do not know anything please NEVER judge a by its cover !

If you love someone and you are serious about being with her forever..you will not think about her not coming back and you will keep on thinking to only love her as much as you can...putting aside of the worries but only to concentrate on loving her and making stay by your side with the true love you giving to her....and this is what I hold strongly in my heart and mind...I never gave up even people telling me wont work out...or she will not come back....I don't believe them because they got no ideas of what's happening with us and how much we love each other...

But from last night....I found out that she really love me very much ! I'm very happy....and before she made the decision...I was telling myself that if she choose me again I will surely love her with all I can til the last breath I take....I will cherish her all the best and FOREVER !!

And...we are back together !!!!!! I'm very happy and speechless....I don't know what to say but to hug her tight !!! I will always hug her tight no matter what !! OMG !! I'm really happy even by typing now my hands are shaking with excitements and axious of doing all the things I pomised for her....as OCCIFIAL COUPLE !!

33th Days of surviving through the hard times

2009-12-08T20:51:00.000-08:00

I don't know why there are so many people out there trying to busy about others' life and decisions they making....Don't they got their own problems and life to be busy about ? or is it that they are just some freaks that couldn't handle their own problems or their life are some messy up shit and they want to make others' life hard and shit just like them ???? PLEASE~~~~GET A LIFE !

Yesterday I misses my baby very much...whole day I didn't get to see her because it was her off day and I can't go look for her at all...but after that we came out night time it was so nice and relaxing....just by seeing her coming out from the house I'm smiling and happy already...it just make my days seem no worries and happy =) we had a great time out together...spending the time together....

But things turn out bad at night time after she got her result....it was not as she expected and also something which I was worried about everytime....I tried to comfort her in every ways I could but she just wasn't in the mood...I even made silly faces and done silly things....just to only see her smile again....looking at her sad face and worried face it just hurt me very much.......I don't my baby to be worrying so much and sad.... and all the kid can do was just giving out EMPTY promises and talking stupid things which making he like so good and perfect....PLEASE~~~~ he is not working he even got financial problems in not having enough phone credits and going out to eat too....and he DARES to say he can pay for her fee ???!?!?!?! how immature this kid is...and trying to make it seem perfect....immature and playboy.....

Anyway....what I can do is think about ways help my baby to solve her worries and let her not to be sad anymore...but she doesnt need to be worrying as I know things will turn out good...if its not I also got plans to help her out which I will not mention it here in case some "ANNOYMOUS" try to make my life shitty and stuff...

All I want to do is let my baby feel safe and dependable on me where she can lean on me and not worry about anything at all....I can protect her I can handle every single of her problems and all she need to do is just enjoy being with me and be happy...

Baby believe me that all things will work out just fine and I'll be here with you always to go through stuff with you dear...I will be the one to lift up all the stresses and worries for you...as you know I can do it...and I'm mature I got my own of doing things...I will not let anyone to harm you nor let you having any worries at all....I don't want to see you in such pain anymore because it just hurt me....

Baby I LOVE YOU....will you patch back with me now ?? will you be my gf now ???

32th Days of Thinking about you and showing you how much my Love is for YOU

2009-12-06T10:38:00.000-08:00

I wish from this post on my life with you will be like in the picture having a light shine through the dark clouds and we are happily together again and forever....

I love you with all my heart

You have given me such pleasure

I felt it from the start

You are my one true treasure

I will never mistreat you anymore

For you are my true love

We will never be through

My ANGEL from above

When you say you love me

I feel it to the depths of my soul

Referring to yourself as my wife

Helps make me whole

I will give you my undying devotion

For as long as I live

I shall kiss you and drink from your potion

For you have all I can give

I want to be with you each day and night

Falling asleep together and waking up together

Making the world so right

Loving each other FOREVER

"you never know what you have until you lose it"

I LOVE YOU DEAR LYNETTE BABY

31th Day of Waiting you....

2009-12-06T09:53:00.001-08:00

Every morning I woke up...the first thing in my mind is thinking about you and missing you....then all sort of worrying questions start to fill up in my mind....when will you patch back with me ? you woke up already or not ? did you have a nice sleep or not ?? you bath already or not ? will you miss me as much as how I miss you ?? you taken your breakfast already or not ??

Everything in my mind continue thinking and thinking....never ending or whether will I get those answers from you or not ?? Its already been a month already....yet I'm still single and alone....all I wanted really is to take very good care of you forever making you always feeling been pampered and love by me always...

Today I really not in a good mood....because I didn't get to see you during your break...my heart at that moment really felt like sink into the ocean....I felt so bad mood making me going crazy....I just felt like ripping my hair and scream it out !!! I tried my best to go see you as fast as I can....the moment I was driving to look for you...my mind non-stop thinking will you be upset ? when I reached parkson and walking towards you...my heart beats as I don't know what will you react....I reached there smiling to you....I tried to cheer you up....I apologised to you....but you were busy....its ok.....then your colleague came in talking about his friend want to know you and stuff...it really hit my heart HARD.....I couldn't stand it anymore....I went out....felt like smashing the glass...felt like going crazy....but in my mind...I still thought of NO ! I MUST ONLY TREAT YOU THE BEST not showing you the bad side....I went back in smiled to your colleague....I know he intentinally did it in front of me...but I just smiled....and the guy he said want to know you....the guy got a gf.....and I still keep calm and smile to you and told you everything...when we went out...they all were looking at me...I didn't care about them as I just know I need to cheer you up and seeing you happy and smiling with me in the car...my heart just melted and all my bad moods and worries were gone....

To me...you are like my medicine of making my heart feels better and my day to be colourful and meaningful.... The main sadness in my heart is that...the kid still holding you....and its been like a month plus and he didn't do anything at all....but just with some texts and stuff.....for what I know he just only want to get your attention and only want you to love him as he doesn't need to love you back....Baby...doesnt deserve this kind of junkies and kid like him.....you deserve better and I can provide you all the better stuff....I committed all my love for you....I hold nothing back for myself...I sacrificed so much for you even without noticing it myself.... people flaming me I doesn't care because I know my heart that I really deeply in love with you and if I lose you I will hurt so deep that I will not want to be around anymore.....

I'm different from other guys...if you can realise it you will see it and understand it....I'm a guy who will only want to do everything for you ONLY....I never thought for myself at all....the only selfish thought I got for myself is that I WANT TO BE WITH YOU ALWAYS AND I WANT BACK WITH ME AGAIN.....

Baby....please don't delay our patch back any longer....I want us to be official couple again....I want to continue to take very good care of you like a princess...like my precious again and forever...hugging you tight in my arms....making you feel comfortable and happy being with me...

Dear....will you accept me back ? Can we patch back now dear ? Will you be my gf again now dear ????? I really truly in love with you and loving you...I'm like falling in a bottomless hole where I keep on falling in love with you....deeper than the deep blue sea and that's how my love is for you.....

30th Day of MISSING YOU DEARLY !!

2009-12-05T08:43:00.000-08:00

MAN..............I looked fat in this picture !!! but oh well I AM FAT !! hahaha

Looking at this picture....I miss the old times....I wish I can take more pictures again....but my phone got a lousy camera which the picture quality will be bad if I took any.... =(

But in this post I'm gonna draft out my ideas of how am I gonna take care of my baby so good that she will be so happy til she is flying... =) I know you guys been hearing a lot from me saying I want to take very very very good care of her...but how right ??? So now I'm gonna let you guys know my master plan of making her loving me forever !!

You guys may be thinking how to be very very very good ? its just the same and so on...well my ways are extreme and I'm putting down my egoism to do so... A lot of guys will not do a lot of stuff for their gfs because they felt they are too MANLY TO DO so....but for me...doing all those for my baby is even manly and happier ! like I help her order her food....then I feed her with her food letting her eat 1st rather than me....after she is done I will wipe her mouth for her....den take the drink up for her to drink like she just need to suck from the straw only... then massage her every time she is tired....massage not just the neck or the legs or the hands only...but giving her whole body massage from the head til the toes....then tucking her to bed...like using the blanket wrap around her tight making her feel comfortable then while she is sleeping I will give her light pats on her back to make her feel comfortable and easy to fall asleep...I will be sleeping too because I will need to look after her while sleeping and I don't to sleep before her because I don't want my snoring to wake her up.... I will hold her stuff for her all the time so she doesn't need to carry any loads at all and walk freely... Then I want to make breakfast..lunch...and dinner for her too if possible !! and then prepare water ready for her to bath with so she doesn't need to do everything herself.... then while she is taking her bath...I will go make some nice drinks for her so when she is done with her bath she can straight away have the drink....

All I'm doing is because I love her very much and that's why I don't expect anything from what I'm doing just to make her happy...seeing her happy being with me....it will already make very very very happy !!! and of cause my ways of taking care of her doesn't just ends here....as I said already this is just to show you guys some ideas of how am I gonna take EXTREME good care of my baby !! and its forever !!

Baby...Can WE PATCH BACK NOW ?? WILL YOU BE MY GF AGAIN DEAR ??!!

i REALLY LOVE YOU AND I'M DEEPLY IN LOVEEEEEEEEE~~~~~ WITH YOU HONEY !!!

29th Day of still trying to patch back

2009-12-05T08:33:00.001-08:00

YES !! and yes !! I got a job which I should had gotten it that time when the guy offered me the job....I'm excited in this job because I feel that it can give me flexible times....why flexible ??? BECAUSE I CAN GO LOOK FOR MY BABY !!!

I don't have to work like a dog for whole week...I can look for my baby and text my baby while I'm working....I can earn and earn and earn then spend it on my baby !! what's there to spend if without my baby ?? Because of my baby....that's why I'm looking for all ways to earn money and buying all the stuff she likes for her...clothes...accessories....gadgets.....and lots lots more =) !!!

This is the main reason for me to work harder and also the reason for me to earn more and more because I want to take very very very good care of her...letting her feel secure being with me and the 5 things which I promised to her that ONLY I can provide her and not other guys at all !!

BABY I will ask you again like I told you...WILL YOU PATCH BACK WITH ME NOW...?? CAN YOU BE MY GF AGAIN ??!! I really need this answer now dear....

28th Day of THINKING OF YOU alone..

2009-12-02T08:06:00.000-08:00

I woke up this morning thinking about you

And I wondered whether your were thinking about me too...

I sat up and thought about our last goodbye and last seeing each other

And all I could do was sit there and being moodless

Its hard to let go you when I know we could be very happy

I just have to wait until the day that you finally see it

Mayb someday you will realise how much I care for you and love you

and maybe you will realise how much serious and true that I said I will take care and making you happy FOREVER

But until we meet what could be fate

I'll still care for you love you treating you the best and thinking about you...

27th Day of my lonely post again...

2009-12-02T07:21:00.000-08:00

You are my first gf and my first relationship is with you...so unconciously you had became the girl I love the most in my whole life.....you asked why...its easy because you are first to me in everything and I really put in all my love for you for our relationship...your hands are the first I hold in my whole life....you are the first girl in my whole I take care of like a baby like a precious to me...you are the first I misses so much til I got my mood kick in to write poems for you....you are the first and only girl that made me so crazy about you and I will get moody and lost appetite if anything happened to you and misses you so much...

You said if I will to have another gf I will love her more...but its wrong baby...its in fact the other round....IF you were to given up on me...I will not look for another girl at all as I already put in all my heart and love for you....and if you still think of me gonna have another gf then I can tell you this straight and honest that she will never reach the love I'm giving you so much.... Its just like how you got hurt by your first ex and you never believed on guys anymore....its the same for me too...that's why you had became and you ARE the only girl I will love so much and I really do mean you are the ONLY ONE...

That's why baby I been telling you I want to patch back with you...I will not treat you bad or anything and no one else out there will ever love you as much as I DO !....I'm sure I'm the only one that will be willing to sacrifice so much for you and never question about you... And you will not find anyone as serious as I am....

I told you I want to take very good care of you forever and forever treating you the best and precious to me and I really mean it...I really really really really really will never repeat the mistake I made again and I want to erae your sad memories and put in all good and sweet memories with me...Baby I'm still waiting for us to be officially back together again....I really mean it all those I told you....I really believe once we patch back we will be even happier than before...

So baby...WILL YOU BE MY GF AGAIN ? WHEN WILL YOU ACCEPT ME BACK AS YOUR BF ? I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU AND I CANT LOSE YOU !!

26th Day of MISSING YOU

2009-11-30T19:45:00.001-08:00

You were on my mind when I woke up
Remembering your smile,
I guess the next time I'll see your face
Will take alittle while,
I was remembering your arms around my arms
Love the way they hugging my arms and feeling warm,
With you by my side
I completely feel relax and happy,
I was remembering your voice
Make my heart skip a beat,
But without you BABY
My whole body's weak,
I was remembering our times
The good and the bad
The funny times when all my surprises for you seem failure
When you cheer me up especially when I'm sad,
Remembering your eyes
How they always meet mine,
Remembering all the things you do
To make my life worthwhile and happy,
I was wondering when will we be together
Just us two,
I guess I'm missing more than I usually do...

Baby will you patch back with me ?? will you be my gf again...?? I really love you and want to be with you forever...treating you the bet forever !!

25th Day of SADNESS

2009-11-30T01:39:00.001-08:00

I have never loved someone as crazy as now.....I have never had any relationship before....you are my 1st gf and my 1st relationship....I have always wanted to make it the best for us....I have always wanted to be with you forever....I have always loving you non-stop with everything I got....

Losing you will means losing everything I got.....and it will be meaningless and pointless.....to cherish me or realise how much I really done for you.....its up to you how you see me and how you understand me....please don't wait til the point where you regret and just realise how much you lose me.....

I have always been cherishing you and loving you with everything....If you think of me as like those players DANIEL CAROLL.....then you ARE WRONG......that kid will only play with you for now.....sweet talking you for now.....til the time you realise...it will be too late and you found out his is nothing more than juz a player...a drug addict who only cheat and ask for money from girls....

24th Day you are still not with me...

2009-11-30T01:24:00.000-08:00

This gonna be a short post...as I'm not in the mood to be blogging....I'm feeling very miserable now...I cant see you...I cant hold your hands...I felt my life so meaningless....I felt everything around me very messed up...I don't know what you are thinking because you don't tell me...I'm going crazy as I really really do miss you badly I really want to hug you tight around my arms I want to take care of you forever.....BUT I don't know when can I do all this...my time is running out.....I'm like addicted to you already baby......without I really don't know what else can I do....Its like over for me......everything gone....my precious you....gone....nothing more important than you....you meant so much to me and you are gone !!!! I can't do anything at all !!! I'm already trying and doing all my best to make you the happiest...I'm still improving and finding more ways of makeing you even happier....I really love you with everything I got and I had....I want to be with you forever !!!

Baby WILL YOU BE MY GF AGAIN.....CAN WE PATCH BACK NOW....

23rd Days winning your heart back...

2009-11-27T23:33:00.000-08:00

I know its a bit too early but since last week I was already thinking about how we both gonna go shopping together for CNY clothes....and how we both gonna go night market together holding hands....and what really get me excited is that how we both gonna go visiting together during cny....!!!

I really cant wait for that day to come....its like I got so much ideas in my mind to do and to plan....its even exciting than I planned to go traveling together... I think my life has already evolved around you....all I think of now is just about you....everyday every morning I do send you a sweet morning msg...and when you are still sleeping I still continue on texting you to let you know what am I doing...I even take down pictures to show you I'm not lying or what....and I love it the way how I reporting to you....so you will feel secure and not worrying about anything at all....

My friends might think I'm weird kept on taking pictures but I can just tell them I use the pictures for blog...but actually they all know it and I also did tell them its to send to you....but I don't think they know everywhere I went to I will also take pictures... =P how amazing when you really really love someone you will do so much for her and you will not mind about it as like thinking why am I the only 1 do this.... So in my mind I never thought about it...all that's I'm thinking about is not to let you worry about me and you can feel secure =)

Sometimes I might be forgetful....but I will not forget stuff that I promised to you....its like my mind is only storing all stuff about you and stuff I want to do for you...and other stuff which not related to you...I do forget about them and that's why I really need my baby to be by my side and remind me about it =P

So baby...I'm gonna ask you again like I told you I will keep asking and asking you....Will you accept me back as your BF again ? Can you be my GF baby ? When can you accept me and be my GF baby ?

22nd Day Miss you BADLY !!

2009-11-27T23:16:00.000-08:00

When I was sad and stress this few days....I only thought about you....thinking about it helps smoothing my feeling and my minds....Bringing you out even better as it gets my mood happier and better....Looking at you smiling and talking with you and playing around in the car really made me thinking there's nothing in the world can make me happier than being with you already...

When you are stressed and sad....I don't mind doing ugly and stupid things as long as I can cheer you up and make you laugh again out loud then I'm happy....I want to be the one that always be there to make you happy and laugh whenever you needed someone to cheer you up....

Seeing that night you were thinking to go have a drink with you friends and when you thought you cant go with them you got sad....I decided that I must let you go so you will be happy and my decision was right because when I picked you up....you were all happy and smiling and I love it...and when you hold my arm and hand tight I really love that feeling as its like you want me to protect you and pamper you...

The other day when my friend called me to ask me help him get some stuff....after awhile you reminded me about getting the stuff and in my heart I felt really really really happy....its like we are married and you remind me of what I need to do I just felt very sweet and nice...

The more we treat each other sweet and nice the more we are happier....and this is why I will only treat you all the best and take extreme good care of you...pampering you...worrying about you....sometimes nag a bit about you like not taking bath early...all this really make me happy doing it.. =) and I believe we continue on to be sweet to each other...we will not be having any problems at all...

So baby...Can you come back to my side ? Can you be my GF again ? When will you accept me back again ?.....I really really really do love you dear....I really do love you....

21st Day of MISSING you BABY !!

2009-11-26T07:58:00.000-08:00

You are my everything

My heart and soul

I thought I had lost my way

But you showed me the way again

When I'm lost in the dark

You are my shining light

You chase away the darkness

That haunts my dreams at night

You are my strengh

that carries me to another better day

You are my hope

That replace my everlasting sorrow

Your my healer

That heals my scars

You my BABY ANGEL

Sent from the Brightest STAR

When I thought there was nothing more

And I was at a dead end

You were always beside me

And my heart you did mend

You are my joy

That filled my empty heart

You made my life whole

When its torn apart

The moment I met you

I was free from all torments

You my BABY ANGEL

That was sent from heaven

You mean so much to me

You are the only one I adore

You are my everything

I could ask for nothing more

Baby I love you and I will always cherish you forever...

WILL YOU BE MY GF MY BABY MY ANGEL MY DEAR MY WIFE AGAIN...?

20th Day courting you back

2009-11-26T07:30:00.000-08:00

It really was not easy and never was easy for me this past few weeks or this month....I'm holding up and going through it slowly.... I know she is a lucky girl to have and a lot people with bad intention are aftering her SUCH AS THOSE PERVERT POSTED COMMENTS IN THE CHATBOX !!! where they don't even dare to speak out their names....

It hard but I'm going through it alright because when I treated all good and nice she is happy and when I sees her smiled I will feel very happy...she means everything to me now...I'm always worrying about her as whether she is feeling ok or not today...she got eat or not....she taken her bath already or not and so on....and when she try to get my attention and worries I will get even more worried and might get crazy....but I will not be angry at her but......I will be worried of losing her and wondering what's she thinking in her mind....

Because I love her so much it will tick my mind off but I will try to control it....I don't want to scare her or making her afraid of me....

Right now in my mind is to earn lots of money and getting her stuff she likes....and spending it together....I really enjoyed all my times with her....how I wish I'm super duper rich now and I doesn't need to work and I can support her financially and we only need to go travel every times...

Baby I really do love you and I will start from my blog first...WILL YOU ACCEPT ME BACK AS YOUR BF ? =)

19th Day still without you..

2009-11-25T09:39:00.000-08:00

This clip is what I had made long time ago and now I'm showing it out and as a celebration of our monthsary baby gal...

I love you dear baby =)

18th Days and still counting

2009-11-21T05:29:00.000-08:00

The counting seem like never ending....questions building up in my mind...fears building up in my heart....worries building up in my body....questions by questions coming into my mind...when will the counting be stopped ? when will my baby come back to me ? is it I still treating her not good enough ? how can I improve more for her ? when only CAN I BE HOLDING HER HANDS IN PUBLIC AT ESPLANADE...?? will I lose her ? how can I live on without her ??!!

Today I really miss her badly....I only managed to spend a few mins with her but its not enough....I feel like hugging her tight tight for whole day....I feel like kissing her whole day...kissing her cheeks her forehead her nose...making her face all wet....I feel like rubbing her nose with my nose for all the times I can...I feel like caressing her hair whole day....I feel like holding her hands tight whole day....But I cant do it today.....all this things always seem to be what I want to do all the times....I guess I'm addicted on taking very good care of her and making her the happiest girl in the world....

I believe with my sincere heart I can get my baby gal back.....all I need to do is continue on treating her all the best til forever !! and she will be my only baby in my eyes forever....well this have been the fact since early already....I felt so happy doing stuff for my baby...guiding her.. helping her out with her troubles...giving her opinions...like when she want to buy accessories she asked me for opinion and I was there thinking and choosing with her....I felt so happy =) just cant hold hands while doing it.....I know I'm little bit greedy but all I greed on is to be with my baby....

Baby Lyn....I love you very very very much ~~~~!!! I want to be with you forever and ever !!!!

17th Day of me being alone

2009-11-20T11:35:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a sad day for me...I thought in the morning its gonna be fine but once til noon everything seem to change to the bad and it got worse... My body really started shaking when I was hurt...my hands shaked 1st and it went to my legs and from then on my legs kept on shaking non stop.... I was scared...worried that the kid might stole her away from me...my baby.... I really lost the mood of watching that movie anymore... and saw what he gave her...it just crushed my heart........real pain......

But I told myself....I don't want to scare my baby I don't want to look sad in front of her...I hold myself down...I tried to calm myself down...its really hard but I tried no matter what...I kept on breathing hard...I don't about anything else but only making my baby happy.... I calm down and smiled to her....I wasn't angry at her...I was scared only.... I really don't want to lose her...even typing it now I'm also scare and the pain hurt inside my heart...........

I asked myself...when will this dark days come to an end....I really want to be back with my baby and treat her as all I mentioned... like an angel princess to me....If I can get my wish for my next year birthday now....I do really wish that my baby will patch back with me right now....I don't want to waste anymore time to be separate....we both are meant to be together and we both enjoyed the moment spent together....I don't it all to be a waste...I really will treat her the best I REALLY WILL !! GOD PLEASE HELP ME !!!!!!!!! PLEASE GRANT ME THIS WISH NOW !!!

No matter what....I will not give up and I really want to patch back and start treating my baby the best with all I can....providing her secure future...loving and caring and pampering....protecting her......I really love you baby.....!

16th Day of my determination~!!

2009-11-19T07:08:00.000-08:00

This past few days I have not been having much mood....I'm always worrying my baby gal will leave me... When she is with me I do really feel happy and calm...but when she is not with me I do be worrying and fear..... fear of losing her...worries that she might be sick... worried that she might not be take good care of herself...worried that she is drink cold stuff too much... guess this is why I miss her so much... and I want to take good care of her forever....

The fear of losing her really slap me hard in my face...and I woke up knowing how deeply I can't lose her no matter what...and it is this that made me clear that I will never treat her bad or what again... I'm very very determine that I will take extreme good care of her...I will worry about her health her studies her family probs....I will forever cherish her and making her no regrets anymore.... I really felt that my life my goals everything is coming back to me already....just like just now I received a mail from a company asking me about job vacancies....I was so happy that I can now earn and bring her out without any stress on financial.... I vowed I must earn lots lots money and buy all the stuff she wants and she likes....the 1st thing I will buy with my 1st salary in Miri here will be her favourite LG crystal which she wanted it so much and still havent got it...

I want her to be showing off to her friends and let them know I'm treating my baby gal the best providing the best love and providing a secure future for her.... and there will be much much more I plant for her in our future together...I even plant to a nice nice boat for her and gonna name it "Ms Lynnie" and then we both will always go out sea to enjoy....we fish we party we watch the stars at night together =) giving her surprises on the boat....

She is now part of my life...without her with me...my life will turn black and white...I will be wondering around thinking why am I working so hard for ?? She is my angel and I'm her guardian where I guide her life not letting her fall down or making any mistakes.... all girls will be jealous of my baby gal in the future and she will be so happy that she will never think about anything to be sad....

This is my goal and my aim which is my priority in my life now....I want to be the 1 to be holding her hands go through her problems with her.... I will not hurt her anymore as I learnt how much I love her....now onwards....she comes before my family... How many times can we find someone we truely love and with so much fates....me and her is like destined to be together...what we think and what we feel are so much alike...its like we can read each other's minds...That's why I will never give up and will never let go... I will always be by her side when she needed me... SO baby...if next time you face any problems with your studies...don't be afraid of letting me know already ok...I will not nag you...I will only help you out and help you think of plans to solve it.... I will only sayang you and pamper you....and don't worry so much anymore ok... =) I believe I'm the only person who truly understand you and really understand you.... I love you with all my heart and all my love...I want to be with you forever my baby =)

15th Day of Loneliness

2009-11-18T05:44:00.000-08:00

Today is another happy day for me....as I manage to make her happy today again and she love the way I'm treating her now...and I told her that this is the new way I will be treating her forever and I also told myself I will also improve more on treating her the best...

I wan to see her smiling the moment wake up and think about me and how I gonna treat her happy and the best... What's more to see and ask for ? The reason for me to treating her all the best and happy is because I want her to be smiling the moment she think about me...and when feel happy she will also think about me only... this is the only thing I want to be doing for her and always til the end of my life...

Nothing is more important now in my life to see my baby gal getting all the happiness from me and feeling safe and secure in her future... Although I'm sleepy or tired but when I think of treating her the best and being with her together....I kinda get really energitic and very awake... like I don't feel sleepy at all or tired....but the moment I dropped her home....my all my energy seem to be gone...my mind oledi start to wonder about her like what is she doing now...she bath already or not ? is she tired or not ? does she need a nice massage from me or not ? I always been thinking all the ways I can to make her comfortable and happy staying with me...

In the past I didn't know the feeling of losing someone I really truely love is this painful and suffering....but now I learnt everything that I can't lose my love 1 my baby gal...that's why I have been doing all this for her and assuring her I will never repeat the mistake again...I really very confident and determine in showing her I will never repeat it and I will only keep on treating her the best I can...I will never give up and I will show her how faithful I am to her...

I believe there will be no other guys as faithful as I am outside and this is the only thing I'm confident in and I can win everyone with...

Baby gal I really do want us to start all over again and be very very very happy together...I'm very sure you will not regret the decision you choose to patch back as I will not let you down anymore....this is my way of assuring you and my way of loving you ~~~! its not that last time I don't love you....its the other way round as my love grew more deep for you....my love for you is very huge now and its like a bottomless pit full of happiness and sweetness for you.....

All I want now is you baby gal to come back to my life and help me build up everything in my life together...I really truely love you my baby....and I mean everything I said to you.... =) I miss you dearly and badly...

14th Day without my angel

2009-11-17T06:20:00.000-08:00

Today is a happy day for me...I started to be able to take care of my baby gal like I wanted to and promised...the feeling of today is greater and sweeter compared to last time...how I wish the time will juz pause there and we be together forever there...

I wanted to take care of her no matter what and seem like the god gave me this opportunity... and what really made me happy is that I really able to show her I'm serious about making her the happiest girl in the world and the way I will continue on treating her forever... I wish the following days will be just like today happy and if so I really believe everything in life will better and I can handle everything in my life smoothly without any problems at all =)

How I wish I can now always be there for her when she needed me...as long as she just come back to me....I will do anything and I will not care about anything at all....I will start off everything as new as a plain paper.... And now it seem like my blog is turning to what I wanted to post which is sweet and happy posts about our love life =)

People always said that its hard to find the person you love...and if you found him/her...you should not let go of the chances....and I believe I found her my baby gal that's why I'm now doing everything I can to get her back to me...I will never again let go of her by my side...I will treasure her and cherish her til the last breath of my life... When my baby gal is by my side I really do felt happy and I can do everything and its like my life is back on track... The feeling I'm having now really hard to describe as all I can say is that I'm really really happy because I can really show my baby gal that what I said and promised, I'm really doing it and I mean it...

Baby gal...the star I gave you its the only star and it will always be there shining as bright as my love for you...like I said....I believe no one in miri here got anything like what I gave you today and its how I show you my heart....I gave you my heart and I gave you my love....now what's left to do is to continue on treating you the best like an angel princess of my life... =)

Tonight really a happy night for me and I will cherish tonight and I'm sure I gonna have nice dreams about my baby gal and me....the moment at beach just now really peaceful and nice...just the two of us hugging each other...no worries no stress...I wish we can stay like that forever baby gal....listen to the sound of the wave crushing in...feeling the nice breeze of the wind blowing towards our faces....smelling the ocean smell....all that just made everything perfect....

Baby gal....patch back with me now and you will forever be happy and I mean it !! I will constantly be giving you surprises til you will feel any surprises anymore...your happiness will goes on and on and inreasing on and on til you will know no other guys will be better than me... I love you baby gal =) with all my love and my whole heart =)

13th Day of me loving her alone...

2009-11-16T07:47:00.000-08:00

Today I will be writing on something different....I will be writing on myself...how I love someone and what kind of person I am....

You know they said loving someone is something beautiful...but to me...loving someone is more than that...its like a dream come through where I get to take care of her....I will not let her get hurt...I help her arrange everything in her life letting her no worries....and she will feel safe and protected by me...

The way I love her is where I love her without any conditions....sure there will be a lot of guys be ready and telling her that they will do anything for her..... but do they mean it ? do they really know what she wants ?? I don't just provide her what she wants and needs....I understand her and know her....everything she does I will also try to think why is she doing this and what's in her mind....

When I love her...I doesn't think of whether she love me or not...or whether she treats me bad or not...all I think of is what else can I do more to make her feel that I really love her and that I love her very much....in my mind I only constantly thinking what I can do to touch her heart....make her love me more also.... I never questioned her love I only questioned myself what else more can I do...

The moment I started with my baby gal...my heart has already given to her...others may not believe me...some of my close friends know what kind of person I am...I don't go and flirt with girls anymore....all I think of in my mind is just my baby....I don't even dare to look at other girls nor think of other girls as I scare my baby will be sad....I fully put all my time on my baby making her the happiest girl in the world... even if I chat in msn I do only pick people that she knows then only I chat with....but most of the time...almost all the time...I don't chat with people at all...I only chat with her...overall....I'm juz natural in being a faithful guy to my baby gal because I only need 1 gf and no more....and that 1 gf is my baby gal no matter what I always think of her as my gf...

I sweared this time we patch back I will only do 1 thing in my life that is making her the most happiest girl and treating her not just like a princess but an angel of princess in my life... So to me...loving my baby gal is not just beautiful...but a sweet love story of my life and my way of showing her forever how I keep on increasing my love for her.... and I'm sure girls out there will be envy of her having me as bf...

And I want to make this blog as our love story book...I will write all stuff about our sweet love together and our times our moments... baby gal....I really love you very much and I miss you dearly... =(

12th Day of loneliness...

2009-11-15T07:25:00.001-08:00

Dear god....All i wanted to know is when will my baby come back to me....I have been suffering enough....I don't be separate away from my baby anymore.... I have not been eating healthy....i lost my appetite I lost some weight....although she always told me to eat....but I just cant eat....I don't feel like eating as I don't have the mood...

I wonder when will only she come back to me ??? I wonder then only I can start holding her hands again going to esplanade and not fearing letting people know we are dating...I wonder when only I can be back her bf as officially......all this questions in my head....I really wished everyday that the next day she will tell me that she want to patch back with me already....But sadly speaking....nothing happened....Of cause I will never stopped asking her to patch with me....I will keep on asking her again and again...I will still treat her the best again and again I will still increase my love for her again and again til the moment she thinks that she already got the right person for her life already...

All I wanted is just to be back with you again baby and I hope it will be now.....

11th Day of me still alone...

2009-11-14T02:17:00.000-08:00

Today its a rainy day its like the sky know I'm sad and kept on raining to make me feel better... its being whole day I havent seen you already and I really really really miss you dearly.... =( I don't know how long will then only you break up with him...but this past few days I really have not been having any mood at all....

Our life are very short....if we doesn't follow what our hearts want it do be meaningless and we will regret in the future....because of this....I followed my heart that I want to patch back...I must take good care of you as it is what I want and what makes my heart feel happy and better....

I'm thinking since we love each other why let it waste and not be together again ?!?!? I'm very confirm this time around we will be much happier and better as we both learnt to treasure and cherish each other...I believe and I'm confirm I will be the guy you are looking for this whole time...so baby please don't worry anymore as I will never again hurt you and I sweared upon my life that I will only make your happier day by day time by time....

You are worried that I treated you all nice only for this few days but its not....I devoted my life in making you happy only...and that's what I wanted to do only for the rest of my life... there's so much I wanted to do with you really....I wanted to go to your house watch tv with you...take care of you...be there for you whenever you needed me.... be there right infront of your eyes when in the morning you wake up so you will be feeling happy and safe because I'm at your house beside you the moment you open your eyes....

I also wanted to go shopping with you every weekends holding hands at shopping complex....hugging each other whenever where ever we wanted....

baby....I really love you.....I will do anything for you as long as you come back to me....I'm going crazy without you ~~~~~!

10th Day of Baby not with me

2009-11-13T05:17:00.001-08:00

Why do time fly so slow....if I got a time machine I do go back in time to clear things up and all this mess will not appear at all and we will be very happy together.... people always make mistake on the 1st thing they experienced and I too made a little mistake....but right now I learnt my lesson and I am determined to make it up for my mistake... I am very sure and confirm of what I want and the answer is you baby gal !!! I will not be having lots of decisions or changing my mind again and again.... I know what I want and all I wanted is just be together with you everyday....

All my friends supported my decision but I don't know why some people are there to ruin everything....maybe they are just jealous of the way I love you.... but it doesn't matter anyway as I only need to know I love you and that's matters.... we DO NOT need to care about what others think or talk...in time they will understand and know how stupid they are for ruin us....

Day by day I crave for an answer from you...answer that telling me, you had broken up with that kid already and want to patch back now.... I told you that my love for you is always increasing and its non-stop and yea I proved to you too...even though we break up but I got more madly in love with you...things that I did for you....you seen it yourself.... I believe in the future when we patch back...things will get even better as I will treat you 200% better and sweet than last time... I can assure you a better future with me a better life with me....

I wish I can hold hands with you and go shopping in the mall....I wish we can go travel together whether its with your friends or my friends or we both only... =) There are still so much things I want to show you and do it together with you.... Some may say I'm stupid but I don't see it that way....most of friends see it that I'm being faithful to only 1 baby gal in my life and that's you... Those that think I'm stupid may not understand us thats why we doesnt need to be all worked up by what they said...as they judged us before they know us....

Loving someone is not just showing love and holding hands....its about whether you are ready to sacrifice all on your own and be committed to it...and I believe that the kid is only thinking now that he sacrificed a lot for you....but baby gal ask yourself....what did he really sacrificed to you ???? sacrificed a few hours of sleep ??? or sacrificed his so called love ??? all I can see is that he did nothing in getting your love....!! all he did is whined about you not caring....but when I was with you...I whine nothing about this....what kind of person will smoke in front of their gf ?!?!?!?! those that doesnt RESPECT AND CHERISH the gf....!!!

All I wanted to say is that loving someone...you will not think about how much you sacrificed but you think of how much you can keep on sacrificing for your love one to make her happy and I have always been doing this and you know it baby gal....! And I believe that once we patch back no one will dare to say anything about it as we are right to be together and you will be very happy as our relationship will be smooth sailing til we get married and stuff.... I really love you baby.....I really do...and I will do anything to have you back~~~~!

9th Day without you by my side...

2009-11-12T08:21:00.000-08:00

Today its the 9th day of my hardest time in my life as you are still not back to me again baby gal....I always strive through my days aimlessly because without by my side....I really don't know what else I can do.... I tried to think of stuff that I can do but I failed as I miss you too much already and in my mind I can only think of you....

Today I went to brunei and on the way I only thought of you....the sweet moments we had before when we travelled to brunei last time...it were fun and nice...and in my heart I kept telling myself that I need to go back to Miri as soon as possible because I really miss you too much and I want to see you....I speed all the way I can....I went to buy your favourite food and came back as soon as possible.... But when I knew you already went to campus...my heart just sink and got moody....its like I lost my hope of seeing you....

All this while...I have been going through hard times without you....but I kept on telling myself that soon you will come back to my side so I need to be strong and ready to take care of you....I always telling myself and reminding myself that the moment you patch back with me...I must and will take good care of you...I will cherish you til you think I over-cherish you...I will treasure you til there is no one to compete with me.... every night I been praying to god and telling god that please get you back to me as I really need you....and I will show to everyone that I'm ready to protect you in anyway I can and til the last breath... I want to show the world that I got a loving and best gf with me ~!!

And I will not let anyone to hurt you because I sweared I will protect you baby ~!! everytime I tell myself that once we patch back I must take extreme good care of you already....I will not let you suffer anything at all...when you are sad or happy I will always be there for you...cheer you up and make everyday seem like a blessing to you....as I really truely madly in love with you baby....To me you are my everything that's why I can't bare it that you are not with me... =(

Once I'm determined on doing something then I will do it with full heart and prove to everyone....people may not understand us but baby as long as we love each other then that matters only.... I will not be afraid of anyone who tried to ruin our relationship and this including the kid.... As I know my baby gal better than anyone else and I can assure you people who are reading my blog that she is the most perfect angel baby gal in my life ~!! and do not bad mouth her if you doesn't know anything about her ~!

Baby gal....I really do want to patch back and I confirm you that you will never regret on patching back with me...as I know how to handle a relationship now...I grew up now and I'm really very happy being together with you =) because all I can love is just you only....my heart had given to you since the day we started together =) baby gal I LOVE YOU !!

8th Day of Nightmare

2009-11-10T17:23:00.001-08:00

When people love someone...they always dreamt about her and yes when I was with her I dreamt about her everyday and everynight....But now....I still dreams about her but sometime its about nightmare like the guy stealing her away from me....even after I woke up I still feel very sad and I got a strong feeling that I want to hug her tigh in my arms....

After the moment I proposed to her to be her bf....from that moment my heart has already linked with hers....its very weird that what I was thinking...she will also be thinking...its like we know what each other thinking and we got the same ideas all the times....its like this moment she thought oh something and the next sec I will automatically talked about the same thing that she was thinking in her mind...

But of cause its not just only this....when she is sad my heart really feel it...although she doesnt say it but my heart can feel the pain and worries very much...that's why most of the time I felt her been sad and troubled about stuff... she doesnt tell it to me but I know it...and everytime when I know she is sad I will do all my best to cheer her up...her smile is just too sweet and pretty and I can't bare to see her all frown up and not smiling... If a guy who really love a girl...no matter when or where he will really feels that either the girl is happy or sad....Baby gal...I want you to be happy always with me....so if you got any problems or stress just let me know and I will be the 1 that hold up all your stresses and troubles for you....

I know 'a lot' people have been reading my blog lately and posted some nasty comments but guys please DO NOT judge her yet as she is not what you guys think of... you guys doesn't know what happened and weren't close with us so its NOT FAIR to her by saying out the nasty things... from my eyes she is like an angel....and in this world no one is perfect... I just need you guys to be watching us not giving out bad comments and judging her....I wont be happy seeing all those comments which are not true....give me some times and you guys will see it through that she is a different person of what you guys thought of....

Baby gal please don't be sad anymore....I'm always and will still be there for you when you are sad or happy... as I love you.... =)

7th Day of my Dark Time =(

2009-11-09T08:38:00.000-08:00

Its really my dark life in my life this period of times....I miss my baby gal very very much and since everyone are reading my blog....and everyone know a bit of my story...but like I said guys....just hold on with your conclusion here yet....I will prove to her and everyone that I will treat my baby gal til she is the happiest gal in the world ~!!

And on this 7th post of my dark time I'm asking everyone who read my blog and who are concern about me to do something for me....1st I want to thank everyone that are concern about me...I happy with it and guys please don't judge on her yet ok.....for my sake....you guys will understand in 1 day soon....

2nd I need you guys to be my witnesses of how i bring my baby gal to be the happiest gal in the world ~!! I want you guys to be my witnesses that I will not repeat my mistake and hurting my baby gal forever again ~!!!

I'm very determined and ready to do all I can for my baby gal here and since this blog is already been dedicated to her and now I will dedicate my blog all about our love life onwards....

If i were to do anything that will seem to be a mistake again I you guys to slap me clear of my dumb head ~!!

and Baby gal....I want everyone to see how I treat you the best and cherish u every ways I can...I want to clear your doubts for me ~!!

6th Day without Her by my side =(

2009-11-08T21:30:00.000-08:00

Today its another usual sad moment of my day....I was really happy last night because my baby gal seem to not stress anymore and asked me to bring her out to eat...

I lied still on my bed kept thinking about the time I can spend with her and I was really really excited I can go out with her again like the old sweet memory to enjoy...holding hands... ordering her favourite food for her, preparing everything for you nicely, help her out with the food so she doesn't need to do much....overall treating her like princess and I'm the slave....=)

I woke up early...waiting for her to wake up....done some of my stuff...getting ready and pop she woke up in the noon...we texted and texted...and suddenly there was this silence period where I didn't get her replies and the moment I got it....she told me the kid want to bring her out to eat....

My heart was high up anticipating for a nice day nice moment....and suddenly it seem like everything turned dark in a blink without any notices....it totally turn pitch black for me.... =( it made me doesn't feel like going out anymore... and its all because of this kid...we both couldn't be really together.... everyone know that me and my baby gal are meant to be together and we are waiting for each other....nothing can seperate us.... but some arrogant immature kid...never understand at all....

All I can do now is pray in the dark hoping for a light of her coming back to me now...and I pray for the day to come every morning when I wake up.... I never stopped praying and hoping.... I just want her back that's all....and I will do anything for her.............. I love you baby gal........I really do..............

5th Day of My Baby not with me =(

2009-11-08T00:08:00.000-08:00

Today I woke up I straight texted you as I want to be the 1st person who you will recieve the message once you check your phone....

Last night I might had talked to much to you...but its all what I really really want to do with you and I'm very clear on my decision....I really want you by my side again forever this time....

Baby gal I know I hurt you and you might not be able to forget about it or you might think I will repeat the mistake...BUT I can ASSURE you that I will never repeat my mistake ! I never does and I will never want to anymore....Now on...all I want to giving you a promising happy life and future provided you come back to my side baby gal.....

I will not be ego to you....I will listen to you....if i'm stress then I will massage you so when you are happy and relax, I will also be free from stress....and baby gal....I also want you to be there to go through the hard times with me...please....I really want you....yes in future I may face some stress but as long as you are there for me.....I will be able to go through it without losing my temper....

This past few weeks without by my side....I still faces stress and sometimes I felt like losing out my temper....I want you to be there to hug me but you wasnt around....=(

Baby gal.....trust me for this last time....I'm not asking you to straight away forget abt the past but let me cure it with you together slowly...and I believe in your this semester break....you will eventually forget about it even without noticing it....trust me =) all I want to do is just be with you and making you happy....=)

4th Day of my suffering

2009-11-07T03:22:00.000-08:00

Today is a very stressful day for me...I was having exam and thinking a lot about my baby gal too....I struggled very hard to get myself concentrate...I really miss my baby gal very much and without her on my side I just couldn't concentrate at all....

I kept telling myself that you told me to wait for you and you still love me a lot and this is the thing that kept me going....I also told myself to be strong because I want to love you til you will not regret in giving me the chance again...I will pamper you spoil you take good care about you be there for you whenever you needed me guide you through you life whether its good or bad help you make some decisions and a lot alot more to do with you...overall I just want to make you the happiest girl in the world !!

And my friends....I will prove to everyone around me and her that we both will be happier together and you guys will understand it in future time to come... so guys please see it through with me and witness my plan of making my baby gal the happiest girl in the world by being with me~!!!

And 1 last thing....this might get you guys think its a boring blog sooner but I'm dedicating my blog posts to my baby gal Lynette Liew Jean Lin !!!

3rd Day of my miserable Day

2009-11-05T10:53:00.001-08:00

Today is the 3rd day which means there is abt 26/27 more of my miserable days to pass.... Its been very hard for me to go through my days without her my baby by my side....But i believe there will be hope and I don't have to wait for another 26/27 miserable days....

Time seem to go very slow on me....my mind is always thinking thinking and worrying a lot....I scare I will lost the 1 i truely love just right in front of my eyes.....but I told her I will wait and I will do all i can to touch her heart again....

I'm worried every morning when I wake up....I will be sad and hurt...yesterday I really suffered hard....I cried I sobbed again and again....I locked myself in my room to do it....its like i'm going crazy soon....every second and every minute my mind just never stop thinking about her my baby gal....

I really do hope she will just come back the next day when I wake up......its really suffering and I swear to god when I patch back with her.....she will get all the best things from me ~! if she want to drink something I will just get the best water I can for her...because to me...she is my everything.....

I truely felt depress without her beside of me....other stuff are not important anymore.....my world just seem colourless....i'm like a walking zombie....soulless and lifeless.....I might collapse any moment....

Baby gal....if you are reading this....i really hope it doesn't need to be 1month......i want to start our happy times again as soon as possible...no more time wasting...... =( and I'm sorry for all that I ever hurt you.....I really do love you very very very much with all i got.... =(

Day 2 of my pain

2009-11-04T17:05:00.000-08:00

It's just been day 2 and the moment i just open my eyes from my nightmare I'm already feeling all kinds of pains and sadness inside me.....

I curled I refused to be awake but its too late.....everything is in my heart now....the only thing I can think of now is our sweet moments together....

I don't know how much longer I can stand all this suffering....But baby gal i really promise you if we patch back together....you will be the only 1 i will love and the last person that I will love ~!!!

All I want now is just you....come back to me.....

WHY THE FUCK MY TEARS WILL NOT STOP....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dark Times~~~

2009-11-04T07:16:00.000-08:00

I had not been posting anything in my blog for a long time already and i think all my friends will not be checking for updates in my blog.....its alright....

today.....its the day which i'm forced to let someone i cherish the most go so she will not be suffering........

i told myself to be strong....i told myself i can go through it....i told myself it will be over soon the dark hours....i told myself things be back normal again.....i told myself she will be back with me again....

but in actual......its never this easy........letting some1 i love the most go really like killing myself stabbing my own heart...... but i cant stand to see her suffering everyday juz because i'm selfish.....i love her too much to see her suffering...its better that i get hurt than herself.....

baby gal.........i still love you and i will always do.......i will be waiting for you forever......

2008-10-29T20:14:00.000-07:00

I have been busy working lately that's why I didn't update on my blog...but soon I will be able to update very often because of some stuff I can't work in KFC anymore....not because they fired me....immigration stuff....sad...........

Lastly I present you my ang mo gf...

See how much I got working here....hehehe...she said run off and get married with me....I'm so loved....

Housemates

2008-10-29T08:52:00.001-07:00

This is what happened if you got 3 housemates as guys staying together and got nothing else to do in the night...

First you get 1 pack of girl pampers as birthday gift for one of the housemate...

Then you get bored at night and plan to decorate it onto another one of your housemate's room door....

this is to show you how clean and new it is....

Follow on if you got extra...put it on to the slipper so it will make a good and comfy cushion for your feets to walk around...its also good for those who got sweaty feets...hahaha

And lastly....you wait for your housemate to walk out of the room and having his face smashed up on those stuff !!

Busy Life = Meaningless Life

2008-09-09T08:03:00.000-07:00

Just an update about my damn meaningless life now....Yes I'm now a manager but training in progress...working 8 hours a day and 5 days a week so it adds up 40hours a week...yup the money is good for SINGLE AND YOUNG MALE like me...(sorry I'll not mention about my pays this is to prevent future issues like "eh u so rich...nvm la...buy me this and that...")

But I felt like my life now is so meaningless....want to know why ? I will like you now my daily routine in Perth here...

Last time during study life....I always enjoy my life. I stay up til late at night just to play around and don't have to worry much. Life was meaningful that time, always hanging around with friends...going out together to play...

But when I started working now...all i get are just not enough sleep, too tired, no time to go out walk or even shopping. Each day I have to get up early morning around 6.30AM and prepare then I have to reach the store by 7.30AM then til 3PM, I will go back home and bath and watch some series...after that I will straight away go sleep....I got too tired I don't even bother or ever got the thoughts of hungry. Yea I can and mostly goes on without having any decent meals the whole day til night...Thats for morning shift, if i work night shift...same thing...

For the past few weeks, I have only spend 90% of my time working and sleeping...its sad to speak...yea I hardly got time to look for my friends...I hardly even talk with housemates now...

what a shitty life I got.....

Lost again.......

2008-09-02T08:41:00.000-07:00

yeah...once again I found myself lost in my mind wondering some stuff which I dont need to think about but.....

Have been very busy lately thats not much updates...work loads coming in...tiring coming in...stress coming in...every shit coming...suddenly I miss miri so much hoping I can fly back straight to Miri and sleep in my room doing nothing...

But if i do so, I will need to let go of my dreams of materials here but for what I see dreams in Miri worth more....Basically my heart and mind now are already set to go back to miri but my body is still here in Perth...

All I can say is I had done everything I can to stay back and work, so if the immigration did not approve for my sponsor visa well....I guess I will be happy to go back....

Oh ya....as I'm currently surfing on the net, I found this interesting book "Gay and Lesbian in Asia" nothing much....and no I'm not turning into gay. So girls out there don't have to worry about it. ESPECIALLY YOU !

Simple Story to be Told

2008-07-20T03:16:00.000-07:00

This is a story about a lonely guy who got no money, no loves, no dreams, no nothing....and he always sat on the rocks loooking out into the sea thinking why is his life so meaningless...
Days and nights he sat there thinking about the same thing...no ones was there to look for him....When he reached a point til he thinks its meaningless and useless to think anymore....
He made a decision...........

Without any hesititations....he wanted to jump off the cliff but there were some annoying tourists tried to stop him from doing so.....

Alas...his urge to leave this cruel world was so strong even the tourists counld't stop him from jumping....and he falls upon his death...

By the time they rescued him up.....it was too late..............

The story tell you guys to always look for your friends and not only look for them when you needed some help....

-The End-

Tired

2008-07-20T01:04:00.000-07:00

Just came back from a trip down South in WA and I'm tired and bored now....but don't feel like blogging anything abt the places yet....wait til I got all the pictures ready then I will blog...it will be long cause we went to a few places to visit...mostly all winery

What am I doing now ?

2008-07-15T20:58:00.000-07:00

I'm just updating what I'm doing lately when I'm not studying....
The picture says it all............

Graduated

2008-07-08T11:47:00.000-07:00

I'm too happy until I'm speechless.....right now...I need to make plans for my vacation traveling ~!!! If anyone of you guys are reading my blog and know that I will be graduating soon....I only request for a giant size of teddy for my graduation ceremony ~!!!

Direction

2008-07-02T11:26:00.000-07:00

Lost.....I'm feeling so lost at this moment.....I cant seem to find my way...the right way.....there are a lot of paths crossing around in front of, in my life......Finding my path, I lost my motivation too.......Right now....I'm just standing in the middle of no way.....so lonely and lost..................

Uni Life DONE

2008-06-21T09:05:00.000-07:00

Before I graduate, my mind was just thinking about going to all sort of places to travel, enjoy to the full. Never in my mind to occur this word "jobs"... Trying fast as possible I can graduate and stop with all this studies stuff and finish with the hard life of exam....

But it seem like I'm getting older and now I'm graduating soon so as my thoughts are also changing. I'm now thinking about where to look for jobs, staying back to work for few years and earn as much as possible OR pack my stuff and go back to miri, look for low pay jobs....

It's been troubling my mind for few nights and most of the time I have been sleeping real EARLY lately....either ways I'm in this dilemma....there are equal pros and cons about my decision...staying back I'll will have a future (not saying I wont have 1 in miri but better) going back I get jobs but not as high as here and I can also look for someone.............. but I don't let .....thinks that I'm stupid making such decision.....sure hope I can find someone to talk about it....

Waiting Time~~~

2008-06-08T10:16:00.000-07:00

The time while waiting for final exam really kills everyone...some waiting for the exam to come, some waiting for it to end...

After you had done all the exam and finally its over, you have to wait for the result to come out. When's the most painful time is waiting for the result on the day to be announced your result. That period of time really make people felt like suiciding and hang themselves...

Changes in 2008

2008-06-07T03:15:00.000-07:00

Although this may seem abit too late for me to do but atleast I'm making the efford to make some changes to my life....

1st of all...try my best not to swear while I talk to people. It's a bad habit although it seem like very cool. I can't promise for 100% of pure non-foul language straight away but I can try to minimize the foul language la~~~~

2nd will be cut down al my fat fat fat fat fat...........

3rd Try my best not to care about too much issues among friends. I meant like not to get into any issues with them, but I can just listen to them. I'm tired of all those issues from them and if you try to help out, you will only get accused for being busybody a.k.a kepo ~! So its better to just shut my mouth and listen.

4th* (IMPORTANCE) Tying my best to make SOMEONE~~~~~happy ? hehe...(this should be my priority la....)

5th.....Can't think off any yet but I guess that's all...and all the best to those who will be having final exams soon ~! and wish me luck guys ~!

Malaysia Towards 2020~!

2008-06-06T02:13:00.000-07:00

Yeah baby ~!! Malaysia is having a great change now ~!!!

With salary still the same, petroluem price increased til 2.70/litre, food price increased, drink price increased, lasap road tax increased......and corruption also increased.....we will reach the richest year of Malaysia 2020 NOT-within time....

And with the DAMN-wise PM a.k.a BAXXdawi.....he is the only PM who could make Malaysia looks like not producing oil and its ONLY buying oil from other countries.

Ok let's play a game here guys....Question no.1 "What do Malaysia produce with all the offshores companies in here ?"

Question no.2 "By selling the oil (maybe not oil to BAXXdawi), where have all the money gone to ?"

Question no.3 "Is corruption a.k.a rasuah legal in Malaysia ?"

Question no.4 "which job is the richest job in Malaysia ? is it normal business job ? or BN party ?"

Barisan NoobS

Question no.5 is the most importance question of all and oversea Malaysian should think about this question and set your future..."Will Malaysian start some raid and start marching on the street to kill the BN party members ?"

Who knows, there might be a Wonder Girl for Malaysia and walking on the street looking for BAXXdawi and bashing his balls into peanuts....

If there are any raids going on, I wont be setting my ass back into Malaysia anymore...don't want get my ass raped by akua man....with oil price increased, akua might increase their prices too and if business not going good for them, they might start protesting by raping people ~!!

With everything increased but not the salary increase, standard of living in Malaysia gonna go crazy and people will not be consuming any products anymore. They might only be dress up themselves at stores and dreaming of owning it but NOT buying it....

If this goes on, Malaysian will go wild and start to do something wild where you will never think of...They might do anything to get money for living....

Personally I do prefer Malaysia to do a protest and really force the BN to stop all this crap things...Atleast we Malaysian must show to the BN that we are not all scare of them and show them the true meaning of DEMOCRATIC....and showing them if a country without citizens then there will not be any Governments...and its pointless too...

And Sarawak should do something like this and we can scare the craps off Pak Lah ~! hahaha

Alright I will be the V although.....V died in the movie but I don't.....asking someone else to sacrifice for me...hahaha

1 thing for sure, I think BN will not be the next Government for Malaysia. Yea maybe because of this reason they are now trying every ways to suck dry our money....Darn....we should really march with some gayass mask on ~! WHO'S WITH ME ?

~Alone~

2008-05-26T10:47:00.000-07:00

Maybe I shouldn't be blogging something about this but......just felt like typing it only....

Felt like wanna being let alone for this whole period....as long as possible...shutting myself out with the world......no interaction with anyone or mayb minimising contact with anyone else....

Clearing My Mind~~~~

2008-05-24T01:13:00.000-07:00

After 11 weeks of rushing assignments, doing works, worrying about marks, worrying about assignments, worry about freezing to death at night......

Now I finally done all the assignments and I'm happy that we done the presentation as the first group which I don't have any worries for next week.

So for today I decided to go for a walk in frementle but I end up going to city. Went to city for a walk to clear my thoughts, my mind and relax a bit. Due to massive workload, depression, LONELINESS, and....lack of sleep...I have to shut down myself for 1 day as in not talking to anyone.

I decided to use train go to city and grabbed a bubble milk tea. Went to some stores to look for Apple iTouch and went to Myer to test out the quality of it...and ITS FREAKING NICE ~~~! and song quality is good so I will go ebay and bid a 32gb itouch. When I was walking to the technologies department I saw this dress displayed by Myer....

Yes.....its a DONUTs dress ~!!

And then suddenly i saw on the ground where there are some half eaten donuts on the ground and straight comes to my mind is Annie sitting there, eating those donuts there....HAHAHAHA
Annie if you are reading my blog........do not curse me....because lately you have been telling me you are hungry and its EVERY TIME you chat or talk with me....either through sms, msn or mouth....

After Myer, I went on a train ride from Perth station to Frementle station and then from there all the way back to Oats Street.

The reason.....nothing particular, just feel like sitting on the train not talking to anyone and try thinking about some stuff. Asked some friends to join but not really in the interest of having some people around me. Just felt like being alone and not talking to anyone.....

Planning to go Frementle tomorrow for fish and chip....and thinking about going there alone again....

I don't know why am I spending my days alone now....maybe I need consult with psychology doctor.....

Days in Perth

2008-05-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

Everything seem like going fast and not mention about it, its now May and nearing to final exam~!

How fast it is....and after this exam I will start to planning my life either work ? travel ? o Master ?

So far I'm planning to go travel first to look for my "close friends" which is only in Melbourne and I don't think I will be bother to go other place as it doesn't interest me much...

Oh please don't be offend guys, I doesn't mean to be rude here just that I'm not interested in anything but Melbourne. And Un you can continue your boring working life in Perth while I'm having my time in Melbourne hahaha and during that period you wont get any KFC hahaha...yeah I know you are sick of the KFC now....you can use it to cook lemon chicken ya..

ok 1 last part and this part is to make those who are having exam til late june, I'm only having 2 papers in this sem and it start on 10 of June ending in 11 of June hahahaha....

cheers mate~~~!

Professional Work

2008-05-12T06:20:00.000-07:00

I wanted to post this entry but most of the times when I tried to upload the pictures there's for sure something wrong with the uploading process..

But now I managed to upload those pictures.

As I said earlier, I'm a professional employee working in a professional company.

This is the places where we "professional" fry the chicken and there is a cage of.....stripes hanging there which just done cooking and now its hanging thr to let the oil to drip clean.

This is the place they make your burger and see how clean it is....That's because its cleaned by us the professional kitchen hand~! =p

And over there is the cold room where all the chicken and stuff are kept there cold and fresh. The white tub is full of original chicken flour...

And this guy here washing stuff is my colleague and also my housemate and also my driver and also my bus driver hahahaha

This red tub here is for hot n spicy ~! and tell you guys the flour is juz pure flour no ingredients.

This little package here is 1 of the ingredient to mix into the original flour and because of copyright stuff I'm not allowed to show all of the ingredients sssshhh.....don't let people read my entry I think I might also get into trouble posting these few pictures...

And finally this guy pointing this middle finger to me is my manager. Guess what ?!?! this guy here is only 21st ~!!! and he looked like 29 ~!!

Yeah some of you guys might think hell I'm just a guy working in a KFC kitchen only how useless and stupid. But guys try think about this my pays are being paid WEEKLY and I might earn AUD$400 = RM1200 for a week and for you guys back in Malaysia only get to earn like RM1500 per MONTH.....

Oh well this post is for me to remember I ever worked in KFC and I'm now searching for office job so if any readers with good recommendation please let me know~~~~my field is marketing and management =)

Hard life of guys~~~~

2008-05-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

well....this post I'm gonna talk about 2 stuffs which are true and cruel towards guys ONLY~~~~!

and before I start with it, I do remind and warn those girls with discrimination DO NOT ~! I repeat....DO NOT read on~~~!

Ok, warning has been given if you girls still insist on reading then any consequences happened from here, I will not be hold any responsible for it~!

Well first off, about the technologies in today's world are getting more and more advance. Computers soon gonna come out with a new type of OS where you only need use fingers to drag files. Yes just like in those sci-fi movie and you dun need any tangible keyboard or mouse only vitual keyboard and mouse for you to use.

It gotten so high-tech that I fear for the future, we human might only be having sex thru virtual contact and no more psyhical contact and it may be ILLEGAL for us to touch each other.

And now about guys~! What cruel and hard life we guys have to endore and go through it with til the day we leave this world. Skip the part of baby process, when we start to school, we have to learn to be strong, not to cry although we want to cry but we still need to hold it down. Even if we are scare of pains, we still need to open up our mouth and say "No ! I ain't scare of pain~!". When we got punched, we only got 1 choice that is punch the person bad. If you report it to teacher, we will be forever called sissy or crybaby. We have to do manly stuffs.

Reach the high-school period, the same things go on, no sissy thoughts or acts if not you will be labeled as forever "The Gay Guy".
After high-school, we have to start to think abt future, earning money, family.....while for girls, most of them just only need think of how to shop? what to buy? which guys look hot ? what kind of bf I want ? and for married guys....they have to think of how to support the family ? how to earn more for my kids ? my family ? my wife ? how to pamper my wife ? which date to remember as special date ?....

No wonder old people always say that males die faster than females, this is because we males got too much stuff to think of and worry. and now, we guys may even get sued for raping girls on the phone while is no psyhical contact....how sad and cruel life it is for guys.....

And some girls may think after reading this post,"well guys get to have fun while having sex.....so is that fair for us ?" yes...guys get to have fun with that, but you girls also have fun while doing it...

Then I'm sure the debate will go on again like this from girls "how about giving birth to a child ~! you think its an easy job ? how about you do it ~! =p"
Yes I never said its an easy job, but think on the logic and rational side. We sacrifice by pumping so much DNA a.k.a spermS into the body and all we get is just one baby....and once the girls got pregnant, we guys have to start thinking about future, money and ways to make the girls happy. (this only apply to those responsible and good guys such as me hahahaha)....

Well, all I'm trying to say here is that girls should also try to understand the hard times we guys are going through here. Don't just think we are male and we should take responsible on everything because ITS FREAKING STRESSFUL~~!

Come let's play TAG ~!

2008-05-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

8 things I am passionate about:(in no particular order)
1. snow
2. classical songs
3. travel loh
4. poems ~~! (i bet no1 believe it)
5. por....n........pork hhahaha
6. nice car ~!
7. sporty car ~!
8. hot car~!

8 things I say too often:
1.fu*k 9 loh
2.f*ck u
3.tiao ni la
4.cibai la....
5.hahaha
6.ni hao
7.hi, i'm jackson
8.sien la....

8 books I’ve read recently:
1.playboy hahahaa
2.E-marketing Internet Marketing
3.Marketing of Service
4.Environmental Issues in Business
5.thingz catalogue
6.my note books
7.slides
8.slides

8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1.white flag - dido
2.eyes on me both chinese and english
3.apologise
4.no one
5.some classical
6.chinese old songs
7.?
8.?

8 things I learned for the past year:
1.spending my money wisely
2.make some1 more happy
3.buy more stuffs for her
4.care more about her
5.tint my car before cny
6.never kepo anything abt miri anymore
7.time to change my desktop in my room
8.earning more in aussie is good

8 people to tag:
1.alien
2.mahathir (he got a BLOG !!!)
3.tibet people
4.any pretty gals
5.any aussies
6.all my lecturers
7.all my chu pen go you
8.my dog

Perth Motor Show

2008-05-04T06:31:00.000-07:00

Sorry again for the late update....I'm busy lately with my work and my studies that's why I couldn't find anytime to update my blog.....

yea...another reason also because I'm lazy la.......=p

anyway this is a past event which I now only got the time to upload my blog about. I went to a motor show during my 2nd week free. I saw alot of cars but sadly speaking........no models~~~~~~=(

The show start with some exotic cars where you can only SEE and no TOUCHING ~~!! wtf~~!!

First off is the Aston Martin DB9....nice and class feel like James Bond but sadly....we were not allowed to lick on the car....

and the other side of DB9 were some Alfra Romeo
Back to this side I think the black 1 is Lotus and the 1 beside it is Jaguar...
And now this is the famous Ferrari F340 modena ~~~~! so hot and sexy~~~~ I only found out that day that the front bornet is not empty.....
This grey lambrogini here is not any normal lambrogini....its the Super Legacy Lambrogini where the car is faster, lighter, and louder than other LEMBUgini....
And this 1 here is the old time favour Ford GT....I not sure whether it is the new 1 or the old 1 but I guess its the old from the race day type...This car here got alot of potential and I like it...but not to in my top 3 list hahaha.

And half way walking around.......I saw this BIG brand up there ~! its showing our PROUD made car ~!!!! PROTON ~!!

So bright again the lighting hahaha

Don't play play oh~~~~got ang moS went there see see also loh....
And the famous and not so bad 1 the R3 Gen 2 Neo
and now to show you guys of my Top #1 car and also my dream company car~~~~~ The Nissan brand new car which beat the Porche 911 turbo at the Germany race track by I-dont-know-how-much-time....The GTR R35 ~!! (for your information they don't call it Skyline anymore).

Bad ass front view of the sexy car~~!

And the sexy ass of the car~~~~

The logo which giv the meaning of size doesnt matter~~~~

and now......I don't know why I took this picture but anyway you guys can have a look at the place.

Ok the following car is my top 10 list of nice car the RX 8 and this 1 at the show is the special edition 1....which was bought by me...

See....I no cheat people 1 loh~~~~I'm driving it away soon~~~~

They were checking and cleaning the car for me.

Yeah....all dreams will come to an end........

And in reality.....I'm driving something like this................T.T

Hummer~~~~my top 5 car wahahaha~~~!

Sadly speacking....they only got H3 model and they didn't bring out H2 and H1...
Not really nice while sitting inside but maybe the feel will be nice if I can drive it around ahahah.

This section here is the Dodge....not Dodge viper.....

Nitro...not my type of car....
cysler 3.0 nice to pimp with bling bling wheels.....its very comfy inside...

This 1 here is the Subaru section....note I wont be taking pictures on all the cars but only those that are famous for me...
This is the new type of WRX the hatchback......not that nice (for me)...the bucket side not that nice felt like too small....and NO I'm not too fat....
Now for the honda fans.....the Honda section...............
The Honda Civic Type R Euro

The Honda S2000....the car is too lower...getting out is a problem and I had a question for the Honda designers....whether they are stupid or they are some cheapsket.......I will not want to spend any money on this S2000....no offence to Honda fans...but...really not worth it...

Want to know the reason ?

Buying such a car and you will find out you only got a CASSETTE player ~!!! wth ~!! what century is now ~?!!?!? No wonder they made a cover there to cover the player.....

Now...the continentel car~~~~Audi......OOOO

First off~~~~A4 coupe nice car to compare it with BMW M3

2nd off is the super car RS....did you guys know that the shape of RS is similar with lambrogini ? sure don't know leh....cause the lambrogini is owned by Audi...
This is the new style of headlamp which is using LED.....

Now is this famous lancer X....this 1 here not Evolution.....it is just Rally Art X version

This black baby here is the real Evo X....look at the eye.....so fierce......
And lastly.....the car which I will think of buying.....IS250....nothing much to blog about it because all the cars there were TOO EXPENSIVE for us to sit inside~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Stupid lexus company~~!!$#%$^&&^*

Incident Which Caused No Updates~!

2008-04-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

Before you guys start reading...I must first warn you guys that this post may not be comfortable for some of you guys, So people with mental unstability, SM sickness, heart-attack, BIASNESS, DISCRIMINATION or even those who like to 'judge the book by it's cover' should not read this post~~~! Thank you.

ok guys...I know I might disappoint you guys for not having a regular updates on my blog. But its not my fault which lead to this kind of thing to happen. As you guys know I always update my blog with nice nice events and pictures for you guys to enjoy.

But something happened recently which caused me CAN'T update in my room ~!! as you guys know I stay with 3 guys in a house and there is 1 guy from china. This event occured I don't remember when nor do I want to remember it ~!

My housemate came into my room and did something unimagineable BUT not to me....but to someone else~~~~~!

Ok...pictures mean a thousand words and here are the things which took place in my room...yea...sadly speaking...it happened in my room for a reason WHICH I MYSELF ALSO DON'T KNOW ABOUT IT ~!! (maybe fung shui not good in my room)

First of all....a little touching and kissing to smooth everything up (or down hahaha)

Secondly a hug is to warm the body up...see how happy they are....(I'm feeling sick already...)

Now lastly....nothing much to say but a Happy Ending for both of them~~~

I'm sure you guys might be thinking are of this kinds of stuff safe or not ??

Well FEAR NOT~~!

They did take in consideration of other housemates' (me) safety and so they used condom ~!!

And whats so great about it ? Its Australia best production of 25% thinnest ~!!!

No Ideas and don't ask me WHY~~!

2008-03-31T09:20:00.000-07:00

I know some people are gonna be annoyed by this tag thingy stuff, but what to do....its fair that I got to tag some people as well...so Anthony atleast this was what you did last time when you got nothing else to do back in kentucky ~!

~~Begin Copy~~

This is the easy way and the fastest way to :
1. Make your Authority Technorati explode
2. Increase your Google Page Rank.
3. Get more traffic to your blog.
4. Make more new friends.

Rules :
1. Start copy from “Begin Copy” until “End Copy” to your blog.
2. Put your own blog name and link.
3. Tag and link your friends as much as you can.

Picturing of Life
Juliana’s Site
Shower Your Children With Love - The Right Way
Life’s a journey, not a destination
Simple Life
Life is beautiful;
Life is love
Lovely Mummy
Lemonjude
Faith,Hope,Love
Newife Blog
Good things in life……
the Guru-Guru life…
ezooone@seweng
Emelda
Unpretentious Me
Daniel’s Ground
大爺手札～※ ♡ 靓靓๑花花世界 ♡ ※～
〖春夏秋冬〗【四季旺季】ღ迎迎ღ
-∵åh-†ёh²∴-Pursuit of HAPPYness.分享喜悦-
Pig<(-(00)-)>Pig
Always A Surprise
Let's Escape
Jobless Centre

~~ End Copy ~~

I tag !!

Anthony
Emelyne
Christina
Baby Jee
chiew lee
who else.......no ideas....

Rottnest Island a.k.a Ratnest Island

2008-03-25T07:38:00.000-07:00

WARNING ~~~! Before you start reading or scrolling down....this entry will be a long entry...so people with quota limits please think twice as there will be alot of pictures loading....thank you...

Well...this post is about Rottnest Island and it may seem similar with Un Un's post but I can assure you guys that my post is far more educational and informational ahahahah

Ok first of all...because of going to this island, we have to leave the house at about 7am~! and on the way part of us missed the train because we 'hiao' went to city to get some money hahah but...we still manage to reach on time..

And when we reach there...I know we are riding on ferry so I started to look for any ferry and wa~la~~ I found it ~!!
Its so huge and big ~! But luckily....thats just a cargo ship hahah...
Before boarding, some of us have to be prepare and went to empty the tank a.k.a 'tanki' and while waiting for friends..I spotted this cool ass fortune teller machine ~!!
its so damn creepy....I was thinking to play around with it but I scare later the machine tells me that I will have the same fate as titanic Jack-son and Rose~~ while I'm on my way to the island...

Ya Ya back to the topic....as you guys can see, this is our badass boat ~!
6 people + 1 me eagerly riding in the boat...(this picture was taken before the boat started moving)
and the middle row another 3 more friends which is Kitty, Alex and Annie...(noted that everyone looked happy and excited)
Due to boredom in the carbinet/room, 3 of us went out to sit and enjoy the sea breeze...but eventually I was the only 1 watching the sea and the boat wave up and down...another 2 which include Anthony were closing their eyes and puking their shits out ahhahah....and ya...there were another 2 went downstair of the boat because of sea sick....

After 45min of boat ride....we finally arrived at the Rottnest Island.

This is the side effect of the boat ride...hahah Annie got so sick her face turned very pale and the eyes............hahahaha
Another got sea sick is the girl in pink...she puked~~end of the story~~~~
Walking in the park....doing some side see for the moment

And also CAMWHORE time ~~~! shit....damn fat in this pic...=.="

Cool eh~~~they even got this road sign which painted on the road...we were heading to the bike hire. Not the train...
The SICK girl ~! look at her face....still looked so pale~~~hehehe Look look...the guy which thinks 2 guys riding on a tandem bike is gay......=.=

Have you guys ever saw this many bikes before ? I bet NOT ~! not even in those shops tat sell bikes...
And yea...how UNfortunately...this is my partner for my bike...due to the reason that she don't know how to ride a bike and noone want to pick her....I was FORCED to ride the tandem bike together with her....
Yes ~! my LIMO Bike~~! COOL~~~! you don't get this bike back in Miri ya...

Everyone now is storing up some food supplies for later trip...so happy everyone...

And....CAMWHORE TIME again~~!! I will never wear another head gear like this again...looked like there was a mushroom on my head....
This is the first bay we reached...and nice but not as nice as the later one...
Now everyone is taking a rest after the up and down hill ride...
This kid here is only 5yrs old if I'm not mistaken and we met him on our way to another bay. My bike was left there on the bus poll and at the same time annie's hp rang during the time the kid was standing there. Because the ringtone is chinese song, so the kid doesnt understand it and he thought it was the sound from the poll and Anthony asked him why there was a sound and he answered him "maybe it is saying the bus will arrive soon....".....hahahah
Another bay again.....too many bays....
Ok this is where we all have to get our painful butts down and push our bike to the lighthouse...
On the way, we spotted this rat.....here. Yea pretty big rat and this is why the island was once known as Ratnest Island. Because when night falls, all of them will start to crawl out from the bushes and hunt all living creatures on the island..........ok...that's lame...

Now is a moment for you guys to think, why is it that most of the animals in Australia are also with tiny hands like this and a big legs like and they hop around when they move ??? If I stay here any longer I think I might become like them too.....

And this is the grand oil lady on the canada hill....!!! hehehe no la...just the lighthouse...
This is me taking my sweet moment of taking picture. Reaching to the top takes alot of times and energy ! so I need take alot of pictures of it....
And this is my bike partner hidding in the corner...under the lighthouse...
The view from the lighthouse...not really that amazing but still ok..

Upon reaching the lighthouse, everyone now prepare to recharge the energy hehehe..and this is also the place where I used up all my water and later on I suffered dehydration and CRAMPS ~!! So boys and girls, if you are going for a long trip, bring HELL LOT OF WATER ~!
And now, this is the final bay which only few of us the only ones that could reach ~!! the ultimate bay.......don't know whats the name but I don't care~~~ More pictures of the bay ~!
Spent so much times and energy reaching here, for sure need to CAMWHORE chin chin ~!!!
Badass CAMWHORE~~!
Badass cliff ~!
and some more cliff picture ~! And lastly..... everyone exhauted in the train... see all like dead fish and salty fish after been under the sun for the whole morning........
Lastly....this is a picture I took some time ago in esplanade Miri...compare with the beach in Perth....which 1 nicer ?!?!?!?!

Stupidity

2008-03-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

I have no idea how can someone or anyone always jump to a conclusion without thinking it properly....

Maybe this is what its said by many as "Judging the book by its cover~!" You haven asked the person about and you straight jumped into a conclusion...

No wonder the world will never be in a peace period...there will always be wars going around...

So lets has a picture comment...

Wonder Girl....or is it American Woman..? anyway...in the comic, people think good and nice about her...but she only thinks BAD about other people. This shows that the character of this comic did not use her brain to go understand people around her but she just goes with her own thinking...her own ides of people not from her island are all bad and evil....

MY BLOG MY RULES~!

2008-03-21T07:52:00.002-07:00

Here fuck off ~! as u like ~! i dont giv a shit abt it ~!

and u dont fucking piss me off ~! as if i meant smth BAD from it ~!

Juz trying to be nice but in the end getting fuck in the back ~!

#@!%#^$%^*&

What to do in Lecture (Boring)

2008-03-19T21:08:00.000-07:00

Ok this post today is to teach students out there on what to do when you are attending a lecture which is a very boring lecture where you are like fishing while you are in the lecture....

well...all you have to do is bring a laptop into the lecture hall...then login into the internet and lastly do an update on the blog......

for those who don't have a blog, you can just go to youtube and watch some funny ads to entertain yourself....hehehe...

this is just a bored update...and also to shut some people's mouth up for complaining me for not updating...see...I'm having lecture still update blog...the things i do for you people.....=.=

Ghost Town

2008-03-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

I know I had not been updating much on my blog lately....this because of certain reason therefore I wasn't able to update it much...

I will try to update abit about my life here and I can assure you guys that there will be something for me to update next week...

As you guys know, Perth is a boring place for retirement people...so...my life some how got affected and I'm now having a boring life in perth...

Well, I did have a gathering with my old group mates during the foundation year. Not much people just some of us who have came over to perth and still "in the process" of graduating...so yeah sound like a gay gathering of some little kids...primary school going out to parkson walk here and there then when time reach each call their parents waiting to be picked up...

and ya will just show you picture of the gathering....

for this picture...the reason why am I standing infront of them and shorter than them is because they all think that IF I stand in front I can make them look slimmer and smaller not that FAT...but in reality.....it cant help them but I looked much more better than them ~!!

hahahahaahaha

Chinese New Year 3rd Day~!

2008-03-04T07:25:00.000-08:00

well....this will be an old update on my chinese new year during my open house....

some of you guys might have been to my house during that time but some might not like the lakia a.k.a abo....and also for this siao zha bor who cant go outside friends' house due to certain reason....or was she there in my house ? I also not sure hahaha but anyway...let the pictures speak...

Ok...dont ask me what are these thing called...I only know them in chinese and they are played by a bunch of "UNprofessional" kids from RIAM school~~! Actually my bro invited them to come at noon about 2pm but because of some @#$@#% aS$ "DATUK" (useless) they went there first and ignored us...And yet came without any uniform.......yea....see how "UNfamous" they are...
Not only that, they were suppose to go into all the rooms in my house to pray or do some dance la~~~~frankly speaking....yea they did those things....but~~~~with their shoes ON~~!! see how "POLITE" they are.......RIAM school....
This was the dance after visiting all the rooms in the house...they start to dance and do something special...
there were some oranges put in front there for them to play with...
blah blah blah....
Then here come the idiot or....I got no idea what is it called....to disturb the "animal" from eating the oranges...
And lastly...after all those jumping here and there...smacking here and there...here is the outcome of the oranges been eaten.
And lastly.....this incident happened inside my room and it was known as the "Human Hamburger~!" show

Not in the mood~?!?!!?

2008-02-25T07:44:00.001-08:00

here I'm sitting in front of my laptop and I got nothing to think of to update....

my brain is wondering around in some place in miri but I'm now in Perth. Class is starting and I'm still not the mood of studying, don't know why maybe because this sem is my last sem and I'm kinda relaxing or is it mayb because of "your" influence ?

well anyway I got some problems I need handle now and hopefully I can get through with all thise problems and finish my studies on the time.

Sorry guys lately no pictures to show but will upload some when I'm not moody anymore hehe...

Simple update on my thoughts

2008-02-13T05:46:00.000-08:00

A new year had just started and all the bad things happened in 2007 had also been a past now. Everyone now is thinking new year should have new and good things coming in. But for me, both came in at the same time. And today so much things all came into my mind at a time. My thought now is pretty much covered up by thick fog of dilemma. Well in another word, yes I'm in a deep dilemma now.

What's my dilemma ?!?
I can say its about my future....my current position...and even my life...

I had got my future plan but how about my current situation ? My life have been filled up with tons of failure.

But with this new year, I will prove to not just myself but everyone that I will have successful moments in my new life and with this it also means that I wont give up on certain thing.

Random Post

2008-01-16T02:12:00.000-08:00

Not really in the mood of updating much lately guess is because I'm back in miri and I doesn't need much to update about myself while my friends all in miri know about how I'm doing although not much people know about my blog....hehehe...

Well just gonna update a bit on what's running in my mind for this period of time when I'm back in miri...

I quite a lot of things in my mind such as gossips and rumours amongs friends and friends. Too many stories to listen from and mostly are bad things about this and that. That's why I told myself I will not get myself into any of the affair by helping who and which side. All I do now is just listen to what they saying and answering them "oh....is it ?" This is the best way of making things less conflictable and less trouble.

Apart from that, another issue stucked in my mind for a long time is this thing called commitment or relationship. I have no idea what I gonna type in but for me now, I'm trying to win the heart of a girl which I believe she may be my long term relationship. Not that I making it sound like I used to had any short-term relationship. Just that I'm tired of single life and life of flirting around. Its always nice that there is someone who is always beside you and you can hug her and share your things with. And she might be my motivation to improve myself more and get me started in really thinking about my future. And I do had a future plan after I graduate from Curtin but right now I have to save up money first and work work work work...

Another thing stuck in my mind is....I don't know which date to go back Perth. Been feeling like not in the mood of going back that early. I know if I going back this time I might miss something or 'someone'. Guys....help me out here....choose a date for me before 25 feb.

Well...going to Perth will be another new start for me cause some of my friends will be going over too and that means more people to accompany me rot in Perth hahaha especially Anthony he gonna be my slave toy there wahahahaha....!! ops...

But that budak a.k.a kid gonna look for a proper office job there while I'm still in my little KFC playing with my little chicken breast...drum stick etc. But I might change job when I go back hehehe.

Well I guess my random post shouldn't be too long. Next post will try to upload some crappy orchestra in miri...

~Christmas Day in Perth~

2007-12-25T18:50:00.000-08:00

Spending my Christmas day here wasn't that really happening but I can bet with you guys atleast its much better compare to what this budak had back in the city. Well on the 25th day of Dec, all I did is baked cake and went to a lausy party organised by my boss.

As you can see as professional chef again~~~my ingredients and tools are all well organized on the table hehe. And again the way and ingredients will not be shown due to top secret.

There were 2 cakes we gonna make on that day. 1 is the tiramisu and another 1 is some sort of like wedding cake. The 1st cake is the tiramisu which covered with a few layers of chocolate and some of course cheese la~~~ And then the tiramisu is stored into the fridge til today =.=" (the cake actually haven finish left out the decoration part haven done). Ya, the chef told us that the longer the cheesecake stay the better the taste. Like you kept it for 4 days the taste will be better off compare to the 1st day.
Now secondly is this something like wedding cake which can be very high. Its actually made with dinner rolls, it may seem easy but there's alot of things need to be done.
This is the finishing product of the cake covered with some REAL GOLD STRING~~~!
Can you spot it ? if anyone can then I maybe will make 1 cake when I'm back....hahaha
The cake looks better when its dark and shined with a light and wa lah~~~you can see the gold string shine very nice...
This is a side dish which is only made for the decoration.
And here is another better view on the gold string. But actually the gold string is made out of sweets hahaha.

OK Before continue on to the next picture...I announce to you people 1st that the following baby is NOT mine~~~!

This ~~bitch~~ baby here is my boss's newborn and she's only like 9 weeks old. And ya I never do imagine I will go and hold a baby. She's like so fragile and I bet when she grown up she's gonna be very pretty that is if she doesn't end up like her mom which is a big fat ~~bitch~~ mom. Why am I so sure ? that's because the dad is a philipinos and this means she's a mix-blood alien creature baby.
I pity the baby...the mom went on to put some weird party hat on the baby and before that she even gave the baby drank a little bit of alcohol. Well they said its healthy for the baby and the nurses also told them to do so...ang mo~~~~all about alcohol...
And here's a picture of some KFC not so hardworking employees except for the camera man who is the most hardworking hahaha. The 1 standing there in blue short is the kitchen hand 'lao pi gu' which means the oldest kitchen hand and the 1 to the right with black short is the boss of the KFC. And these 2 girls here are the front desk. Ya I know my KFC branch sucks....not much pretty girls work in but there are a few but they didn't come.
Well not much to do at the party except talking some craps and my boss ~~stole~~ took the chicken from KFC back to cook...=.=

Luxury Dinner~~!

2007-12-23T07:05:00.000-08:00

Well, I had seen Anthony blog about his food and how ~~poor~~ good he is to only able to cook egg...egg...and so still some egg. And only able to show us his "kampung" food. I had also read this girl cook her ~~not special~~ regular home made dishes. I had seen and read and now its my turn to show you people out there what is it call real cooking~! what's real food~! (beware ingredients and steps will not be shown because...its my secret =p heheh if you want to know...chia me smth 1st).

This is a lamb leg a dish taught by my sifu....master...he used to work in the Hilton Hotel restaurant and he was a chef there for a few years. Yeah ladies and gentlemen, What I learnt from him is high quality food which is from a 6 stars hotel restaurant (not sure how many stars la...) The whole meal for the night costed me like AUD$108 which include soup, sauce and potatos. And this is the main course. This is the lamb leg after I stuffed all the ingredients into it.

And here the lamb leg is to be baked in the oven for like 2 hours but depend on the size of the lamb leg.
And here are the potatos...yes Mr.Potatos. These potatos called as 'Earth Egg' in china as they looked like an egg and its grown from the ground. It taste very nice with sour cream.
As you can see, I'm a "professional" cook and I do wear gloves when I cook. hehehe
And....er....this is the final product of my lamb leg...Unfortunately I forgot to take picture of the whole lamb leg so I just take a picture of this on my dish hehehe.
This guy here is the naked chef (yeah it was also hard for me to believe this china guy was a chef before) And this sibu guy here, is my kitchen hand which help me clean the dishes hahaha.

And finally, 3 housemates had a wonderful and lucury dinner together (I like to announce here that we 3 ARE NOT gay...!!) all that is missing here are some candles hahaha but I told my chef that I will only put candles if only I'm eating with a girl not with him nor my kitchen hand~~~~

Weeks after Friends gone~~~

2007-12-15T20:19:00.000-08:00

hmm....what should I blog about ? It has been a boring weeks for me since the final exam ended and holiday came in. All this while what had I been doing ? MIA for quite a few times, well didn't go to any places or travel.

It has been a working routine for me now. Planning to earn 'some' money before I............

Well atleast I did go to Burswood for some rounds of blackjack hehehe and I did win alot. Its not like I wanted to go but my daily routine fishing event cancelled last night because of rain, and my friend suddenly said want to go Burswood casino to play and 'drinking coffee' FOC hahaha. And I end up 4.30am then going back home.

Christmas in Perth is not that happening at all. Without snow, its like missing something and people around not really like really into the christmas feel. Even the decoration in city isn't really that fascinating at all. Just some trees here and there then some bells here and there. Kinda disappointed in Aussies people.

Anyway, this should be thats all. Might plan to go some island before............

And...this is how Perth citizen decorate their houses for christmas....

Rich ?

2007-12-02T18:19:00.000-08:00

Ok this post is written specially for Anthony Un and the CLLaw...not showing off my salary or what cause I got friends working with higher salary than me hahaha...The AUD$910.69 is the total of what I had earned from the first day until now and it only took me 6 days to earn that much...hehe thats all. And for the AUD$83.89 thats where I only worked for like 5 hours or so.

Seem like the Christmas atmosphere is kicking in now. Spotted this house outside my house last night and its the brightest house around the neighbourhood. Ang mo...although there won't be any snow and yet they are always fill with Christmas feels.

~Pain for Paintball Game~

2007-12-01T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hehe sorry for the sudden update of 3 posts, last few weeks my internet was down thats why I couldn't online and update anything.

This one was quite a time already but actually the other 2 posts also quite long time already haha. This was when I'm going for a paintball game. Ya I always wanted to try it in miri and now finally I got to try it in Perth.

Inside Amelia's BMW

Actually I was not invited to the game and it was organised by my housemate's church mates and it was an event for their church people and because of there were 2 empty slots thats why I was asked to join them, If not I do be rotting in my room that nite. The game is actually inside a warehouse so its not that really fun playing indoor.
Before we can start the game and stuff, we were forced to sign this death paper where any death happened during the game, they will not be held responsibility....
And this is the battlefield of the war we had. Its a small place but still its kinda fun but I guess outdoor will be more fun and exciting than indoor. They only use barrels made of rubber like a balloon thing.

This was my mask and the orange liquid on my mask was the only time I got head shot. Its like my blood hahaha its damn cool.
The whole group with 18 people including some ang mo...so we were grouped into 2 teams and its the red team vs. the blue team. I was grouped in the blue with mostly girls in it and red team was with mostly big size guys...
This is the blue team during the break time. Despite the girls in my team, we still manage to win the whole game because we are smater than the red team people hahaha. I always manage to crawl up into the red team base without noticed by them and most of the time I was the only 1 to move forward and charge hahaha and the red team was cowardly hiding behind those so-called barrels.
This are the bullets of the paint gun. 1 shot from the paint in close range you do really get bruises and yes I got like 6 bruise on my body and 2 on my fingers. I got 2 from my friend where I suddenly jumped out infront of him and scared him so he shot me. Actually the rule of the game we are not suppose to shoot anyone within like 3meter but he was shocked so he fired 2 bullets on me and the bullets went through my cloth...
After a tiring and hard game....its time for a nice and relaxing meal~~~!

We went to a place called Hana BBQ for dinner. Its a korean restaurant and the food inside are just like BBQ in korea. The restaurant is a nice restaurant and cheap also, it only cost AUD$30 per person and eat all you can.

Lucky me, because of my housemate is a chef and he asked me to sit with him. I enjoyed all the food that night without cooking it myself and it was ready cooked by my chef housemate hahaha. All I did was just following his order on what kind of food to bring for him to cook.
And this last picture.....nothing special...just showing you guys how big is the moon in oversea countries hahaha...

Crabbing Season~!

2007-12-01T01:19:00.000-08:00

Ok it's Summer Time~~! What do we do during summer !??!!? of cause we don't just hide inside the house and full blast the air-conditioner and that do be boring. There are somethings which only can be done during the summer time and the events are like collecting abalone on the beach or go CRABBING~! which is catchin crabs ~!

As you guys might know, I had been addicted with fishing so my housemates and I all planned to go crabbing right after I finished my last exam. Another reason for they waiting for me is also because one of the housemate don't want to end up only with the couple together go crabbing so he suggested to wait for me hahaha bloody cheeky housemate~!
The place where we go crabbing is called Mandular (I don't know whether the name I spelled is correct or not) and it is another town located about 30minute drive from my house to the place. The town is famous with crabbing season and its a tourism place for people to go crabbing.
There are a few locations to catch crabs in the town but because of the hot weather and to avoid getting heat stroke, we went under a bridge to catch crabs.
Once reached the location we waste not a second to start preparing the nets and cages. And ya these two here are not twins nor prisoners because of their similarity of the shirts hahah I also just spotted they are wearing same shirts.
Our first crab of the day was quite big ! well it was the only and the biggest crab of the day...The rest were a little bit smaller.
And not to mention about it, as my previous post abt the flies. Here I will show you about the Flies season too and letting you guys know how serious it is about the flies....

This were just a few of the flies roaming around our bait for the crabs. There were still a lot flying around us. And the whole day I did is just waving my hands around to keep the flies away and it was that which made me tired.

Crabbing is not really that exciting as fishing. All you do is just put bait in cage and tie it to the cage then throw the cage into the sea and wait...wait...wait...wait for awhile then you pull the cage up to check whether there are any crabs trap in the cage or not. So there are times we got bored with catching blowie/bubble fishes and small crabs which you need to throw back into the sea if the crab is under size. And this was what we did to entertain us....

Crab with Bubble fishes as weapon~~!
And we also caught a crab with TONS of eggs ~~~!!! man...this is what we call crabbing season~~!!
By the end of the day, we caught like 20 crabs and most of it are half dead by the time we reach back to my house. Then what happened to the crabs ???

Of cause those crabs end up filling up our empty stomach~! hahaha....2 or 3 people went sick after eating the crabs the next day but not me....no idea what they ate...must be the shit hahaha.

The Last Week of My Exam

2007-12-01T00:50:00.000-08:00

A lot happened within the last week of my final exam for this sem and before the exam end, I have been already starting with my enjoyment for the holidays.

Well I went out to fremantle to have a walk and free my mind away from all the stress books, theories, tables....blah blah....and another reason I took the trip to Fremantle also partly because of my housemate who keep asking me to go out with him to Fremantle. His gf was here so he has to bring her to interesting places and for that I end up being the bulb of the trip. But the trip to Fremantle was not a long one, just went there to have some breakfast or is it brunch ? hahah not sure. And then went to the famous Fremantle Market which was my first time to the market too. Nothing interesting in the market but not the market as in miri tamu or the krokop 10 market.Well there is fun time and also study time. Enjoy in the morning then of cause I have to get back to my studies during the night. Atleast the last exam had nothing to do with theories but all just some math stuff only.
I was brought to another new building in Curtin for my revision that night and the place was kinda fun with sofa and other stuff. I can study half and then go sleep on the sofa. As I said I was studying....actually I did not done much revision that night because of some interaction from someone.........(from the picture) End up the whole night laughing in the room only.
As usual, the building have computers with unlimited access to internet and also with speaker. So with this kind of facilities, we as Curtin students of cause will maximise the use of the computers and also don't want to feel like wasting after paid AUD $8k for a sem fee. And ya....I end up gaming in the place rather than studying hahaha.

Ya I got a new pet in the house and its called Strout Little. Caught this one shopping in the kicthen and I guess this one WAS a baby one because the size was very small.
After caught the mouse, I did some experiment with it. The experiment is all about "How do mouse react to earthquake ?" Well basically all you do is just shake the container with the mouse inside like u never shake before (up and down). After a few second you can stop and see how blur and afraid the mouse is. Well this mouse didn't last quite long because I think my housemate killed it with another time of the earthquake experiment. The cause of death : Heart Attack !!

Exam Activities~~!

2007-11-16T01:37:00.000-08:00

Exam week is this week and this is also the reason why I'm not updating much o any on my blog. I hav the time to die but not the time to rest (in chinese). I await for this week to come for so long as soon as the exam is over I will be free from my own prison cell which are covered up by books, assignments and tons of exams.

Before the start of the exam week, we usually get 1 week as the study week which also known as the week FREE where all we do are just enjoy and relax. Yup for most of the students we don't really study during those week expect for those nerds or geeks who are aiming for HD in the result slip. But hell no not for us.

Its not like we don't want to study or what. Its we lack of the motivation which will stir up our heart. The idea of "there is still some more time to study" always knock around our heads although we are clear that we might end up not having much times. But the minute we think of studying, we will straight yawn or felt sleepy. And for me its like a week of hibernation mode to me. Every time if I sit in front of my laptop with my textbooks wide open, for sure i will start to think about sleeping or even my minds start to wondering around in my little world.

But there is also when time comes I have to stand up and slap my own face so hard that my face even got bruise. (ya i do slap my face for that) You guys can call it last minute but it always work for me. Different people have different ways of studying and it doesn't have to be studying early then you can get high score. I got a motto and that is study SMART but not study HARD. and study effectively rather than efficiency.

And so far all my hard work have been paid off well indeed and I'm happy with the current status of my studies. But of coz its best if I can grow futher rather than just this level. And ya I really did made all those notes in the pictures~~! And I'm in library studying, felt like I'm in secondary studying for my SPM hahaha.

So the process of my exam now left with 2 exams and these 2 are critical exam and I do wish for some tips like questions of the exam papers just like what I got from previous 2 exams.....ops......pretend you guys did not just read that. hehehe....

Annoymous

2007-11-05T00:51:00.000-08:00

I learnt a lot when I reach here in Perth. I learn how to be patient when other are being a bitch or a bastard. I learnt how to HELP my housemates clean up THEIR mess. I learn so much in so little time.

And this summer time, I learnt a very important and meaningful thing. I learnt the elegant way of walking, looking and its only available for people to learn during summer. When walking outside during summer, you can see that everyone had learnt the way of elegant.

I'm sure you guys want to know what is this elegant thing so interesting that made everyone in perth or Aussie wanna learn about. Well the way of elegant is actually a combination of hands movement, legs movement and also facial expression/movement too.

First of all, you must either beside or some where as long as you are not in your house. Secondly is your legs movement, you have to move around either walk or jog or even run as long as you are moving and you are happy (if you don't move, you will regret). Thirdly is the important part, you start waving your hands in front of your face "ELEGANTLY". from left to right, up to down, all you do just wave like you never wave before and must be in elegant way. Fourthly, your facial expression must be like something annoying you or something is there bugging you.

Now after teaching you the way of elegant, I'm sure there are a lot of question marks going around saying what the hell am I blogging about right ?!?

I will tell you the side effect of the elegant way comes with a consequence and its also what I hates a lot and annoy me alot during this summer time. The effect side is the FLIES !! damn flies are all around the city, the country and you cant run away from them !! They are only around during summer time and they are very damn annoying. Always flying infront of your eyes, around you and they even sometimes stop on your lips, glasses, nose and face !!!

And with the flies bugging me, I learnt the elegant way just like those Miss universe or those beauty contest where all the girls wave to people elegantly but this waving is by waving infront of your face. Summer is here and I have no ideas how am I going to survive through the flies war here...

Guys if you notice I did not update my blog after this post....it means the flies have beaten me....

A Night In The Musuem

2007-11-03T21:23:00.000-07:00

Well its actually a Day in the musuem hehehe. This musuem visit event is actually link with the previous post of italy restaurant because of the post too long so i decided to make 2 posts.

Because we were in the city so we decided to pay a visit to the musuem. And I heard there are alot of diamonds in the musuem so we went to give a visit to the perth musuem.
Getting excited ? hehe there are tons of stuff to see here from DIAMONDS to DINO~~!!

But...I won't start of with the diamonds part because I'm sure you guys will not be interested in the dinosours after looking at the diamonds.

This is the first part we visit which is the normal animal part, and this skeleton here is the great killer whale's skull.
See...I had never seen so much spiders before and it really freaks me out. Ya, I'm scared of spider but I wont jump around when I see one but I do get annoyed by the spider and try to kill it. They display the big big spider we usually see in our house, the one with 7 legs.
And beside the spiders gallery, I manage to found out this funky looking grasshopper and its known to be the rock star of the grasshopper heheh....

Ok....I know its lame....

Why when everytime I tried to take a picture there is sure someone there to annoy me or trying to get into my picture....
I have no idea why is the musuem putting up some kind of old bottle as display of history, and you can see they even had the coke and pepsi bottles. Man if this kind of things can be counted as history, then those old people outside collecting junkies can open up their own musuem for people to visit and pay some donation as entry fee.
And this are some those display, and again see the robot up there, I used to have one of this robot same like it back when I'm still young and good looking hahah. But hey if this also can end up in the musuem display, I think I could sell my old toys to the musuem for display for people to see and they can label it as "The Great Jackson's Toys"
Well, those are the boring part of the musuem. From here on its more about Dino~~!!!
This all here is all about some animals and some old days stuffs, the halls gave me a creep as it really do look like from the movie.
Some part of the musuem showing some skeletons of animal and some fake display of animals. Hey I never said visiting to musuem will be very interesting and not boring. Its damn boring as you only see animals...animals...animals....and tons of animals AGAIN....
Atleast this here is butterflies gallery. Too many butterflies to see but to me they are all just the same just that the colour are differents no big deals.
Hehe, here on is my favourite part as I can play around with the skeleton of my Dinos~~~

I came across with this stupid looking skeleton, and I myself have no ideas what the hell is this skeleton and what is it trying to do with the tree....is it trying to hump the tree ? Leave it for you guys to guess.

Ya ya more dino bones for you guys to see.

And Ladies and Gentlemen, after a long wait, the time for diamonds has arrived !
Thank you for your patient for reading my blog and for your gratitude I dedicate these pictures to you guys ~~~!

Yesh~~! its real diamonds and I sure you girls will like it....but sure not for me.

That's it, hahaha. This is the one which is nice to take picture with. The other diamonds got no special lighting to take picture with me.

A Day of Adventure in the City

2007-11-03T19:45:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since my last visit to the city. All the time I had been busy with my school life, assignments rushing here and there, cursing group members here and there, watching sexy ang mo here and there and also hiding myself in the suburb. So right after I finished my last assignment the SM assignment (please...don't go think other stuff) we decided to skip a class as it is not that important just for our enjoyment in the city.

For awhile I had not been into the and it had changed quite a feel, and the feeling of being in the city is almost same as the feeling of first time came to perth. While during the arrival, they were people promoting this red bull competition of some kind of plane competition where the pilots fly around the sea and some pillars. Something just like skiing competition where you get to pass around polls.
While we were in the city we are acting like "sakai" who just came out from the rural suburb and as you can see from the picture there was one with the blue bag acting as a "sakai" now.
Talk about christmas time, there are some building in the city are starting the decoration for the upcoming christmas and it sure give a lot of nice feel to it. Its just one thing missing which is....SNOW...how nice if perth do snow during christmas.
This is the building which sell all the cool surfing stuff like Roxy, Jacks (where i bought my cap), and others la...There is even decoration on the street and its nice, unlike Miri no nothing treating christmas as a normal day. Well this is just some small decoration compare to Melb or even kampung where Anthony studied and got raped by some ang mos.

Ya the destination of the day was to an Italy restaurant just for our lunch hehe. While going to the Italy restaurant I came across this nice little place in the city which I did not know about until I came to the place. Its like a small town back in the old days in England.

There is a church in that place and the church really give the feel of British England, too bad I didn't went inside and take some picture. They even have those cafe outside there for people to enjoy coffee with.
While I was taking picture, this damn rude ang mo had to go straight and couldn't stop there for awhile. Look at his damn ugly face guys, and remember him !!
From the inner part of the place, it gives the feel of the 50's and 60's. There are shops selling coats and the lifts there are even with the grills you can see in the movie like the old times. This place is too damn cool to visit at, too bad I forgot about the place name. Ya and the place is situated inside of the city, how cool can it be right ?!?!?! (ok i noe i'm being sakai)
Half way through the cool place, they had this display. The cards are printed in gold colour for the no. and shape, and the cards are yellowish which means its from the old times.
Ok after a long....................walk in the city, this is the Italy restaurant we wanted to come for our lunch. Its a nice little restaurant and the owner even speak Italy with us and I was like @.@?? wat the hell are you talking about....and again, I forgot about the shop name but I know you people will not want to know since no one will come here visit me. Even if visit me, I will just bring you guys go to the place. hahahaOk from here on the pictures are dedicated to Mr Un. This are garlic breads which were the compliment from the shop. It tasted very nice, and a bite from it you will felt like you are an Italian who's having lunch in the Italy city. (hav to bunga bunga abit if not will lose to Un)

And this Italy spagetti here, just forget about the name cause its in Italy. Its cooked with spicy and tomato sauce with beef and its nice but really damn spicy. Anthony, you got laksa SO DO I, but mine is this !
This one here.....cooked with butter and it ain't look nice or taste nice. That's because I think so hehe. I don't thise kind of pasta because its too much butter and makes me feel like vomitting if I ate too much.

As you can see, it was suggested by my two drinker friends that if you don't drink in the afternoon here you are not learning the culture and you are not enjoying the true Italian culture. But I still suggest my lunch to goes with my coke~~~~

Yesh, I not a drinker and I don't drink alcohol also. Hard to believe ? Well as Ripley says..."Believe it or not !"
After a nice meal, its time for me to do some posting for my blog hehe.
And after some nice poses, we continue on with our planning on where to go.

Japan or Western ?

2007-11-03T06:46:00.000-07:00

This is actually a past event of my housemate's birthday. Well his aunt brought us to a restaurant some where in......Perth....hehehe I forgot about the place name la~~~~ But anyway, this restaurant is actually very nice and the environment its like...no idea...hahaha

Well when you walk in to the restaurant its not like any normal restaurants where you only see countless of tables with waitress walking here and there and writing orders down. When you walk in, there is this hall both side with some decoration stuffs like pictures, cert, swords, battle ships model and it give you a feel like a museum.

The owner of the restaurant is a westerner. Ya he is not a japanese or chinese but a pirated japanese ang mo who love to watch japan AV girls.
This is the inner of the restaurant, inside here got a few display of Japan stuff like the kimono which is very nice. And another display item is an actual Japan armor in the old days they used to go to war with.
and this side of the restaurant, well it looked so much like western and there is not a single thing related with the Japan culture.
Here on is the outside of the restaurant and oh ya that's the birthday boy of the day. From here on you relax and enjoy your meals with the nice view of the environment. The restaurant built a park there for people to enjoy, so its a good place to enjoy red wine and some steaks with.
This garden is actually a design of the Japan garden. The trees and the way of the walk path are all designed in Japan ways.
There are even some koi fishes in the pond where u can enjoy with.
And this is the left side of the garden. My housemate's aunt said there is actually a place there to learn some Japan cool ass kicking martial art like the kido or wat-so-ever.
Well this is the over view of the whole restaurant. Its not a big and luxury restaurant. But it is mainly focus on the environment and the feel of the restaurant. More precisely, its selling the looks rather than the food.
Ok after the nice view, now is for the food. This is some sort of drink which they mix alcohol with something something which I don't know but its kinda nice to drink with.
And from here on, this picture is dedicated for my friend Anthony Un who enjoys Miri meals and suffered during his studies in US. This meal is called Lamb Shank with some pumpkin and carrots, its big and juice but....seriously speaking...its not that nice without any special sauce to dip with. Overall its a stomach fulling meal but ain't satisfying meal.

Lame Lame Lame Poem

2007-10-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

Should I or Should I not.....to close down this blog ?

Winter passed...
Spring time coming...
Summer awaiting for our arrival...
Working time arrived...

Having a job now...
Enjoyment passed...
Workload coming...
Stress time coming...
Money counting time...

Having final exam soon...
Gaming time passed...
Cantonese series stopping...
Movie time frozen...
But work time continue on...

Spring time arrived...
Flowers blooming...
Birthing new lifeform...
And Stress is bugging me...

With final coming up...
Stress coming up...
Job coming in...
Money coming...

Should I or Should I not close down ? As this is a place for those who are jobless and having bunch of free time....

p.s. this entry is just for me writing down my feeling...my thinking....and my sudden feel of writting a poem...it may not be a perfect poem but its a poem for me...hahaha

~Perth Royal Show Night Tim~

2007-10-19T05:03:00.000-07:00

I had talked about the day time how much fun and stuff. But the night event gonna focus on their show performed and they even had fireworks throughout the whole event and because the night i went to is the last day so the fireworks for the night is longer and special.

Your information guys, I am NOT trying to snap the girl's undie here....SO DONT go ruin my image and reputation. Thank You.
Well this is part of the event can say is the last part before the firework. Some gay dudes riding horses running here and there not special. Well actually there are 4 groups of horse with different colours. This 1 is red and the other are blue, green and yellow and the other were too far for me to take picture.
This 1 here were the horses they dressed with light decor. They look nicer when the whole stadium off the light.

Sorry for the lousy quality pictures, I was using my N73 to take pictures and this proved that nokia handphones sucks big time. The blue, red, yellow and green are the horses with light decor. After the horses hroses, they finally gonna show us some fireworks. And i can confirm you guys that the fireworks they shown there were the best I had seen before, not like miri.

And yes I will not be putting out all the fireworks pictures because the whole fireworks thing took like 25min and I got too much picture of it. So will be only showing those nice pictures only.

~Perth Royal Show Day Time~

2007-10-19T00:34:00.001-07:00

Ok this entry will mostly be about food so i dedicated this entry to my friend Mr. Un who always blog about his cooking and stuff and thinking we oversea students are suffering without the nice food in Miri.
Well I wanna tell him Mr. Un, Perth also has nice food like the pictures in this entry.

This is the Perth Royal Show but its not a show and its more like a fun fair but not those type of fun fair we used to have it in miri. This kind of fun fair is those you guys always see in the tv where the ang mo always have it and its only having once a year.

The entrance ticket to the show is about AUD$ 22 for adult but for kids...i 4got hahaha...not my business mah so i dont care.
The first building I went to visit is the cake house.

There are actually 2 side of preview, left side is for all the chocolate cakes and stuff made out of chocolate. The left side got not much too see as its just all normal kinds of cakes and we are only able to look at it but not taste it. Thats why there are so many saliva on the window screen hehehe.

On the right side, its all the special kind of cakes which made as decoration or nice looking cakes. This side you don't see much saliva on the window screen as the left side the chocolate cakes. This is due to the reason that the cakes are too pretty that people will not want to eat it and instead they put there for preview only hahah and even if u wanna eat it, you will have a hard in time thinking how to cut the cake.

But mostly people are attracted to the right side cause of the pretty cakes and the cakes on that side are like some super star, can see camera flash keep flashing here and there and the people are like all sakai never seen cakes before. Whereas for the left side the chocolate cakes are surrounded by flies flying here and there and the flies are like sakai never tasted cakes before.

But seriously, the right side cakes really do amaze me. The detail on the cakes are real and precise. And this cake here with Homer Simpson, its my favourite cake. its very funny with Homer dead on the cake hahaha. And this one here is a shoe.......but not any other normal nike shoes. This 1 is a nice nike shoe cake. See how detail they made it even with the size label in it. At first glance I really tought it is a real shoe. And imagine you get this cake for birthday cake, how are you gonna eat it...?
The cakes here had won a few awards they are very special with the small detail in it.

and this 1 here is the star of the day cause it was specially put outside of the box in the middle of the 2 rows. But I guess this cake will not be able to eat cause of the saliva from the flies around it hehe.
After looking at cakes, I wanna bring the following pictures for all the crazy flower lovers and also to my friend Mr Un cause he dont get to see flowers as nice as here compared to miri hahah.
This is a bunch of flowers and because I'm not a fan of flowers so I did not take much pictures at the area and the place bored me hahaha.
I have no idea what they are trying to show where with so many little things and we are only allowed to look at the whole things in a distance.

Ok back to the fun fair, of cause the fun fair is not just about cakes and flowers. Its about junk food and games and soft toys and horrible rides and exciting rides and and and and the most important thing is about WASTING MONEY ON USELESS STUFF....but as I mentioned before this fun fair is not like what we had in Miri, because here you really can win big soft toys and its easy. From the entrance til the amusement park area all you can see are people with big soft toys. Of cause if you cant win any, you can also buy it at the front part of the entrance haha cause there are people selling them there.
Half way to the amusement park, I guess i was too attractive that this pretty girl here came right in front of me and took a picture of me. I bet all you guys out there dont get this kind of thing right...! hahaha especially Anthony Un he doesnt have the chance. hahah
and this is the marry-go-round....how I wish i could ride on it...
And this thing here is the US Texas version of marry-go-round hahaha it only can be seated by 1 person and that person will really go round and round and round til the person drops and if the person doesnt drops, the cow wont stop. And yes, its a cow not a dog...
And this 1 here is a giant fish tank with some ugly mermaid in it. You get to play games with them in the tank and they only play tic-tac-toe and they are really good at it. Actually they are men from the Australia Army.
Throughout the whole fun fair, I mostly see is this game here. I tried to bump on the machine on unintentionly and you guys know what happened ? The whole thing rang and like shut down for awhile ! shit it shocked my for awhile hahaha not gonna do that thing anymore.
Oh I like this picture here and its taken by me hahah I know I'm quite an artistic here hohohoho~~~

Basically this is one of the part of the fun fair and its the last day so there are not much people here.

The last thing i did here is spoiling my teeth by bitting this damn hard apple which is covered with sugar and its really damn hard to eat. And doesnt taste as nice as you see. But once you manage to bite off a part then everything is easy. Ya the apple its a green apple not red apple. Well this is what we did on the day time But the night time is interesting.

Pasar Malam~~!

2007-10-18T21:50:00.000-07:00

Ok guys...can stop with the complains about me not updating my blogs and giving excuses...
Haih seem like nobody understand how busy I am this past few weeks.

Well my first update gonna be on the Curtin Pasar Malam. Yup this event was on the Oct 5 but i got no time to blog about it during that time. It was a night event ya cause so many people around and many people mean many leng luis hahaha.

But it turns out to be many disappointments...leng luis not much and too many guys around and the worst thing is even i have to line up on a long line~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As mentioned by anthony, the place is people mountain people sea. Its so many people til I waited for hours standing there and the line never move.
Then when I'm fed up with the long long wait I went to watch the show event and one of the show is the perth lion dance. This lion dance team is very special, its GIRL TEAM ~! u see there are only girls playing the drum and other stuff and dude....they are GOOD at it ~! they are even better than the lakia back in our place playing the lion dance. Heck they can even beat the chung hua team if they are competing with them.
They are not just normal, they like Hot Girls Team playing the instruments. Just that they are not wearing mini skirts and tubes while playing it. But I'm impressed with only 1 of the girl in the team. The drum girl, she looks hot, good at the drum and she even can do KUNGFU~~!
After the lion dance event, she went to perform a few minutes of sword art kungfu to the crowd and after that the team performed an act of STEEL BENTING using throat ~! and 1 of the performer is the damn hot girl~~!!
shit man don't think any normal guys can be her boyfriend. Atleast have to be VERY GREAT and TOUGH on the bed. If not I think she will not be happy. hahaah

Ok now abt the lions. These lions are damn special guys. First time in my life I see lions with HiD/neon/lights in their eyes and its a colourful light. They got red, blue, green and orange. The lions here, I don't know is it because of the cold weather or what, they look kinda skinny for a lion. And the lions are annoying....there is one part where they dance around the crowd and annoy the crowd by scaring them and 1 of the lion came to me to scare but I did not move, the damn lion kept bugging me with its mouth and the fur.
Well after the lion dance I went back for chicks hunting at the pasar malam and during the process I spot this idiot with the songkong on it. And I'm totally speechless about him. He was walking around the crowd screaming "SATAY ~! SATAY~~! COME COME~! MARI MARI SINI ADA SATAY~~!"....

and before we left we took a picture of the great and eng dao guys of the night picture there. The 1 with the black jacket, I have no idea why he stand til like a girl there posting...=.="

And that night we had a class and its late night class...T.T sad man..I can't even join the another event which is the Asian Cocktail at a disco and all the asian people will be gathering there having fun, drinking, chicks watching, guys watching....hey I guess all the hot chicks must had went to the disco thats why there was not much at the pasar malam.

Oh ya the only food I got to buy is 2 box of kueh....ya and I was forced by a girl to buy 2 when I only asked for 1...she was like there saying "buy 1 only meh....come la buy 2 la..." then she straight put in 2 box and it costed me damn AUD$ 8.00 and I was like using RM 24 to buy only 2 of 8 piece of kuehs....but anyway she is a nice friend and a pretty girl also. So it wont hurts by helping her to buy some hehehe.

And our late night class....its very interesting class...

YES....our lecturer taught us how to play dota in the lab...=p hehehehe

Disappointment~~~~~

2007-10-13T18:48:00.000-07:00

dammit...........i tried to upload some pics....which i got a whole bunch...but smth wrong with the internet line today and i could not upload it...so sorry guys....

but i will try to update my blog again later on...

Discovery Channel~~

2007-09-30T08:17:00.000-07:00

Today's entre gonna be educational for you kids who are reading my blog. With a general guideline of what I gonna blog about is today, I went to some place with lots lots lots lots of fish fish fish fishessss......

and and the place is called Aqwa
ya I'm you guys would like to know how and what transport I used to go to the Aqwa place right...well you see the car above...ya...................................I'm not in it...T.T

Anyway, back to the aqwa place, the first of the actors today are the jelly~~~fish~~~~

Following down is the LOBSTERS~~~~~ya my lunch =) and the Discovery education today is the Lobsters mating season !! this little horny bastard which is on the right side (bigger) was trying to rape the right side lobster (smaller).
and now...more and more jellyfish~~~~~!!!!

see how adorable they are....hehehe

ya...and more fishes...fishes...!!!!!

and this is where i got bored and feed my hand to an allegator.......so the Discovery education for now is, kids when you got bored in the underwater world tour or what-so-ever, go entertain yourself with the surrounding...
this is a pic of a freaking huge and dumb looking fish...
Ok...let me test how educated are you people out there reading my blog. Is there anything in the above picture i taken ?? If yes please state down what is it. If no please state down why do you think so ?
this thing here i'm holding....i totally got no idea what it is and because i see people holding it so i also went to grab on it la (you know la msian ppl are like singaporean ppl also..kiasu see what others doing so dun wan to lose also go do la...)...it felt like a rock and got a bit like spiky
and This 1 here...is the most lazy seal I had never seen before....she just sleep there whole day and wont move...=.=
and this smart looking guy is Jackson Yee. Any girls interested on him can just email me and I'll will give you his information.

ya this is another seal from the same pool...FYI the whole place only 2 seals....and can you guys see the damn kids beside there with the damn hands on the window...

Ya there are a bunch of UNeducated parents with UNeducated children in front there keep hitting the glass and disturbing the seal and also blocking my view of taking picture ~~!!!

Discovery education for this 1 here is never allow your kids to do such idiot stuff or else........

These two here are also those annoying little brats...

Yes yes this is the Famous Jackson

OK...this is another time where i got bored during the tour and i spotted this picture hanging on the wall. So guys, guess what is this thing here....

The following guess star is this....try GUESSING is it...I wnat to know how smart you people are..got the answer then tell me...

But..................i think no matter how long you guys guess, the answer sure will be wrong. Alright i will let you all know the answer. Discovery education for this picture the fish/alien is called the "Sea Dragon" ya ya sea dragon not seaHORSE o seaWEED...its Sea DRAGON !! it may look like a sea weed, taste like a sea weed, smell like a sea weed...but i can 100% confirm you it is not a sea weed. Because it can swim hahaha....(i know...not funny)

OK...on to the "Hero of the Year" yes the Stingray !!!! the hero who manage to kill the evil Steve Irvin (not sure the name correct or not) ! Not even a crocodile or an allegator could kill but this thing here with just a sting and the guy is dead as a fish.

Ya more picture to come....!! see how great it is this picture. Its perfector~~~!

I meant the shark~~~~~^.^

Lastly, this is a wedding car which i saw it this evening, nice old classic car. But the couples are not as nice as the car.....hahahaha

That's all for today, more to come in the future.

Mooncake Festival Day

2007-09-25T22:15:00.000-07:00

well well well....where should i start off with now...ya i should rename the title into "My Journey To The West".

It's a grreat day and great planning from me to celebrate my lonely day. Yup the day where i specially planned to woke up early cause i need to go cut my damn long niggar hair. So i slept early, woke early abt 8am. (8am for me is early when i'm in perth now coz i usually sleep til 12 hahah)

I started off my incredible journey with my friend Wee because he also wanna trim his hair, so he first suggested we go carousel to look for saloon. Yup he did some research on the internet like how many saloons are there and where are the location in the mall. We reached there we saw a few saloons, nice but all aunties inside !! WTH no way i'm letting aunties touching my hair. It will end up "uncle hair" later or "xiao di di hair" like the Little Mighty UN the army style hahaha. (no heart feeling un~~~~~^.^)

SO....we walk on to look for more, ya for your information the mall which is Carousel, is the BIGGEST mall in perth. Ya its so huge that you will get lost in it and cry like a baby for your mommy to save you !! Anthony u will cry like a baby there when you come here and lost in the mall !!!! wahahaha

Ok back to "My Journey to the West", well we did found some nice and sexy~~~~saloons but the price is like...wa la la~~~if you got no atleast AUD$50 in your wallet, dun even think of putting your damn ass in front of door. But because i usually did alot of nice stuff to people (^.^v) we found a damn cheap saloon with AUD$9.90 for a hair cut man !! and style cut only AUD$17 shit that's cheap !! BUT....an indian guy cut.....i dont want my hair later come out to be like some bollywood stars.

So, we end up continue our journey to the west to the CITY. Ya heard my friends went to city for a cut and its nice. the shop is opened by a korean guy. Ya if the korean guy cut our hair, i can look like korean stars engtau !! wahahah).

So as usual we took bus, train then...wa lah~~~we are in the city.

oh before that, on the way to city i spotted another thing...

YESH~~! its another company with my name on it !!!! hohoho i'm so popular.

ok back to my journey. The adventure start from here, we have no clue where the heck is the shop or how do it look like, the only information we got is the phone no. (which we tried calling and noone pick up) and the name of the shop K Three G (weird name). And accordinf to my friend, he "told" me after came out of the train station, we should take the red cat bus then get down from the first stop. So...we took the bus and reached the location (ya sound easy right...) BUT we dont see any damn sign about the shop !!! so i called another friend who is more realiable, he said we took the wrong bus =.="....we should take the red cat bus from our left side and not across the street's one. WTF #!@$#%%^*^*& and we end up have to walk all the way back to the station. And i was planning to wait for the bus and my "nice" friend suggested we should WALK because its just a few block a few....Ya i end up walking...(that's why i said its my journey to the west ! got free bus dont want to use...siao !) i have no idea how long i walked and when i reached the bus stop, it doesnt seem just a few block to me !

ya this is where i reached and its a CURTIN campus !! hell yes...i have no idea that curtin got another campus in the city. Anthony, you might be studying here hahaha. Ok the story doesnt just end here. According to my friend, he said when reached there, we just have to walk straight down and we will see the sign board of the shop. But the problem here is....that place is a cross-junction !!! and which way is the "straight down" way !!! we end up walking to the left which got no buildings then to the right, some interesting building.

Ya the guy in the picture, is the zhu pa jit and this is a coffee shop. And this when i started to get bored and taking my camera out start shooting...

The area is like a ghost town with no people on the street except us la. With the desperation, we called our friend again and asked him where is the "straight down" and you know, its just straight in front of us after the bus stop...

Ya, after so many walking here, walking there, walking like aunties and uncles, We finally found the shop. See the red sign board, its the shop and look nice also. The closer i get, happier i am, because i get to cut my hair.

see the big big sign board, nice leh ~~~
But......i got a suprise from the shop......

I saw this little board at the front door.....It's like the word slapped hard on my face "CLOSED"

and i also saw this little paper sticking at the right side....

Ya...another "CLOSED" !!! mailto:!@$&&%5E(&#^#$%@. What the bloody hell, walked so far and so long end up a free word "closed" for me !!! and not just that, there was thing there beside the shop like looking at us like a sucker and laughing at us.

What to do, since shop not open we decided to go visit and do some side seeing of the city. Since the day is still long and even if i go back there will not be anyone in the house might as well stay in the city.

I wonder will there be people open a shop name with "Bad Things" ?? and in the shop they sell all these sm stuff, dildo, condoms hehehe. Since there is Nice so Bad must also got right.

ok ok although this is not named the "Bad Things" shop but it is also consider as 1.

the sign board there "adultshop.com" ya and the back 1 is something with "X" not sure liaw. Both very nice but i never been to it. Of cause la, i'm a good boy, and a good boy will not do or go into bad shop 1.

And this 1 here is a gamble shop, but not like Miri those la. Its something like ToTo but inside you can gamble for horses race, hounds race, football, rutby and many many more til so many that i could not remember hehehe. Like i said,i'm a good boy and a good boy dont gamble. So i dont know stuff about gamble.

i found out that after noticing the saloon is closed for the day, i recieved some heart attack and got some mental problem during the day. I almost went to climb up this bus and scream on the top of the bus.
And not just that, i almost want to buy this freaking cool hat and wear it everyday to campus !! ya man, i know i look sexy in this hat.

Well to the end of my journey to the west, my housemates and a few of their friends celebrated the festival at the house so meaning i dont have to be lonely for the day. And the special part is that we ate sui jiau (dumpling) for the night. According to my housemate the china chef, eating sui jiau at the festival night is also meaning staying together happily and its a culture from China. First time celebrate like this hehe.

these are the sui jiau, 1 side is deep fried and another side is stim. And i learnt how to make them !! wahaha.

And what i did the whole day, is NOTHING. Whole day out there only walk walk walk and i did get something and that is legs pain and tiredness.

Questions and Answers

2007-09-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

I have been wondering about this question since the day I started my very own first creation which is the blog. Well the question which has been stucked inside my brain made me thinking most of the times when I'm in the toilet doing my business.
Ok since i cant solve the mistery here and I'm planning to trouble you guys who have blogs out there...hehe. The question of the day is "What is a blog ? What's the function ? What should be written ? why...how...???"
I'm sure with the first look at the question, you guys will straight having some ideas but WAIT....slow down, thinking it carefully again about my question. It is something that you write about your life ? But that will be your diary right. Then is the purpose of having a blog then ? Is it a term of diary for the internet geeks to use ? well you guys go think of it then tell me.

Well, when you started off with a question sure there will generate another question, this time its "is my blog for people to write or is it a personal site for me to talk about my stuffs in it ? and do I have the absolute rights to not allow people from reading it ?"
Yea, this is the second question which just generated from my brain while I was typing the first question. Yea "most" (alot la...especially girls..hoh lcl) blogger they like to state a statement in their blog "if you dont like it you can dont read it" or ACCORDING to lcl (2007) " if you dun like it, you can go click on the top right corner of the window with the 'X' mark".
Yea, what is the purpose of creating a blog if you allow people to read it ? by this I dont mean you are totally not allowing people just that you are INDIRECTLY telling those losers to keep away from your blog. So guys, what is a blog for ? for self achivement ? self entertainment ? or self praise ? and only allowing positive comments lurking in your blog.

Well this are the questions of the day. Go think about in your toilet and NOT other time cause humans only think while they are in the toilet.

Famous Name

2007-09-20T22:29:00.000-07:00

I wonder why have my name been used by a lot of people lately ? is it because i'm famous ? (i think so hahaha) or is it they are copying my name ? or is it.........its a hint for me that i should open up a restaurant in the near future ?
In Miri we got this Jackson Motor and Jack food court and its well known and located in piasau industry. i like the fried kueh tuew thr but too bad no picture to show...but its a good thing also, if i hav the picture i do be drooling all over my lappie now and end up spoiling my lappie.......but..........it may turn out to be a good thing as well coz by then i could contact dell and ask for a new lappie wahahahaah i must be damn smart....oh well..
Not just in Miri but when i reach Perth, to my suprise 1st item which i show with my name on it is this

this thing here is my newly added into my hats/caps collection and its my favourite cap so far cause the cap itself is printed with the word "Jacks".
The 1st time i saw this cap, i was like 'love at 1st sight' then i bought it and now its in my room for display only. And not just this cap with the word but i also found that there are other stuff like surf board and pants with the same brand, so i'm planning maybe i could whole set wahaha.
Anyway, that's not important. The important stuff is this interesting site which i found out...(not actually i found out..thx to Ms.Hage*)

Jackson Restaurant
Ya this restaurant has my name on it !!! cool right ! and it even has this words on the main page "© 2004 Jacksons Restaurant" wahaha i should be copyrighted them for using my name. From the look of the site, you feel the high-class of the restaurant already. And the food look yummy too...

Yeah man...see how class the food are...they even got some cool ass kicking awards for the restaurant gourment. i bet the 'little mighty UN' also cant beat me this "Famous Jackson"

Well i guess this is a sign from the god o what that they are trying to tell me my future and my future will be a successful businessman running a restaurant. Ya i might as well open a restaurant in Miri heheeh and Jackson Goh also ever opened Discovery.
So guys if i ever to really open a restaurant, 20% discount for you guys and 50% discount for hot chicks and 0% for suckers ! hehee

My first creation~~~~!

2007-09-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

ok....this is my virgin time so guys go smooth with me...hahah

not sure what to write for now so just have to talk abit about myself or i dont have to ?

i guess not...coz so this blog will be boring and wont hav much people reading it right...?

ok well i will just update little bit about life in perth....

well life here sucks big time, hardly any places to go in the night and its like a mouse trapped in cage.

but life here isnt as bad as i tought of it, atleast there are a lot of nice sceneries here which i could enjoy and nice weather not like Miri hot like hell.

ya to welcome you guys of my new blog, i will just post up some pictures...(this is to get attention from guys so you guys will be visiting my blog again hehe)

This is the view of the city in perth...

ya ya and a picture of my housemate's creation, it seem like a pizza but i confirm you 100% it wont taste like a pizza...and some of you may know what is this thing here coz i told u guys before and well, my kitchen now is clean already and i can play chef again hehe.

well...that's it for my very first virgin post.

will update more in the future.