Busy Life = Meaningless Life

Just an update about my damn meaningless life now....Yes I'm now a manager but training in progress...working 8 hours a day and 5 days a week so it adds up 40hours a week...yup the money is good for SINGLE AND YOUNG MALE like me...(sorry I'll not mention about my pays this is to prevent future issues like "eh u so rich...nvm la...buy me this and that...")

But I felt like my life now is so meaningless....want to know why ? I will like you now my daily routine in Perth here...

Last time during study life....I always enjoy my life. I stay up til late at night just to play around and don't have to worry much. Life was meaningful that time, always hanging around with friends...going out together to play...

But when I started working now...all i get are just not enough sleep, too tired, no time to go out walk or even shopping. Each day I have to get up early morning around 6.30AM and prepare then I have to reach the store by 7.30AM then til 3PM, I will go back home and bath and watch some series...after that I will straight away go sleep....I got too tired I don't even bother or ever got the thoughts of hungry. Yea I can and mostly goes on without having any decent meals the whole day til night...Thats for morning shift, if i work night shift...same thing...

For the past few weeks, I have only spend 90% of my time working and sleeping...its sad to speak...yea I hardly got time to look for my friends...I hardly even talk with housemates now...

what a shitty life I got.....

Lost again.......

yeah...once again I found myself lost in my mind wondering some stuff which I dont need to think about but.....

Have been very busy lately thats not much updates...work loads coming in...tiring coming in...stress coming in...every shit coming...suddenly I miss miri so much hoping I can fly back straight to Miri and sleep in my room doing nothing...

But if i do so, I will need to let go of my dreams of materials here but for what I see dreams in Miri worth more....Basically my heart and mind now are already set to go back to miri but my body is still here in Perth...

All I can say is I had done everything I can to stay back and work, so if the immigration did not approve for my sponsor visa well....I guess I will be happy to go back....

Oh ya....as I'm currently surfing on the net, I found this interesting book "Gay and Lesbian in Asia" nothing much....and no I'm not turning into gay. So girls out there don't have to worry about it. ESPECIALLY YOU !