Dark Times~~~

I had not been posting anything in my blog for a long time already and i think all my friends will not be checking for updates in my blog.....its alright....

today.....its the day which i'm forced to let someone i cherish the most go so she will not be suffering........

i told myself to be strong....i told myself i can go through it....i told myself it will be over soon the dark hours....i told myself things be back normal again.....i told myself she will be back with me again....

but in actual......its never this easy........letting some1 i love the most go really like killing myself stabbing my own heart...... but i cant stand to see her suffering everyday juz because i'm selfish.....i love her too much to see her suffering...its better that i get hurt than herself.....

baby gal.........i still love you and i will always do.......i will be waiting for you forever......

I have been busy working lately that's why I didn't update on my blog...but soon I will be able to update very often because of some stuff I can't work in KFC anymore....not because they fired me....immigration stuff....sad...........

Lastly I present you my ang mo gf...

See how much I got working here....hehehe...she said run off and get married with me....I'm so loved....

Housemates

This is what happened if you got 3 housemates as guys staying together and got nothing else to do in the night...

First you get 1 pack of girl pampers as birthday gift for one of the housemate...

Then you get bored at night and plan to decorate it onto another one of your housemate's room door....

this is to show you how clean and new it is....

Follow on if you got extra...put it on to the slipper so it will make a good and comfy cushion for your feets to walk around...its also good for those who got sweaty feets...hahaha

And lastly....you wait for your housemate to walk out of the room and having his face smashed up on those stuff !!

Busy Life = Meaningless Life

Just an update about my damn meaningless life now....Yes I'm now a manager but training in progress...working 8 hours a day and 5 days a week so it adds up 40hours a week...yup the money is good for SINGLE AND YOUNG MALE like me...(sorry I'll not mention about my pays this is to prevent future issues like "eh u so rich...nvm la...buy me this and that...")

But I felt like my life now is so meaningless....want to know why ? I will like you now my daily routine in Perth here...

Last time during study life....I always enjoy my life. I stay up til late at night just to play around and don't have to worry much. Life was meaningful that time, always hanging around with friends...going out together to play...

But when I started working now...all i get are just not enough sleep, too tired, no time to go out walk or even shopping. Each day I have to get up early morning around 6.30AM and prepare then I have to reach the store by 7.30AM then til 3PM, I will go back home and bath and watch some series...after that I will straight away go sleep....I got too tired I don't even bother or ever got the thoughts of hungry. Yea I can and mostly goes on without having any decent meals the whole day til night...Thats for morning shift, if i work night shift...same thing...

For the past few weeks, I have only spend 90% of my time working and sleeping...its sad to speak...yea I hardly got time to look for my friends...I hardly even talk with housemates now...

what a shitty life I got.....

Lost again.......

yeah...once again I found myself lost in my mind wondering some stuff which I dont need to think about but.....

Have been very busy lately thats not much updates...work loads coming in...tiring coming in...stress coming in...every shit coming...suddenly I miss miri so much hoping I can fly back straight to Miri and sleep in my room doing nothing...

But if i do so, I will need to let go of my dreams of materials here but for what I see dreams in Miri worth more....Basically my heart and mind now are already set to go back to miri but my body is still here in Perth...

All I can say is I had done everything I can to stay back and work, so if the immigration did not approve for my sponsor visa well....I guess I will be happy to go back....

Oh ya....as I'm currently surfing on the net, I found this interesting book "Gay and Lesbian in Asia" nothing much....and no I'm not turning into gay. So girls out there don't have to worry about it. ESPECIALLY YOU !

Simple Story to be Told

This is a story about a lonely guy who got no money, no loves, no dreams, no nothing....and he always sat on the rocks loooking out into the sea thinking why is his life so meaningless...
Days and nights he sat there thinking about the same thing...no ones was there to look for him....When he reached a point til he thinks its meaningless and useless to think anymore....
He made a decision...........

Without any hesititations....he wanted to jump off the cliff but there were some annoying tourists tried to stop him from doing so.....


Alas...his urge to leave this cruel world was so strong even the tourists counld't stop him from jumping....and he falls upon his death...

By the time they rescued him up.....it was too late..............

The story tell you guys to always look for your friends and not only look for them when you needed some help....

-The End-

Tired

Just came back from a trip down South in WA and I'm tired and bored now....but don't feel like blogging anything abt the places yet....wait til I got all the pictures ready then I will blog...it will be long cause we went to a few places to visit...mostly all winery